Only Two Of Us...

When kasih is not around..then this is the only time i dont have to think about diapers..about milk..about her stroller... and i think this is the perfect time for me to have enough rest....huhu..but being a mother, i feel a bit weird not doing anything.. the fact is...i miss my kasih aleeya...uwaaaaaaaaaa... Labour day lepak umah... fetch acih at her nenek's house shah alam mlm tu..coz the next day (labour day) wan ampang will take her to PD with the rest of the family.. except me and radie.. radie x dpat cuti.. nak wat camno.. so while kasih suker ria kat PD..mama and papa really use the time to lepaks2 just the two of us... memula pegi Alamanda.. jalan2 tgk Sushi King dah bukak..yeayyyyy!! lepak ler makan2...

ni aper tah nama dier... "udon..bla bla.." x sedap ok!! haha.. sumer aku nak try..heheh

california temaki ker nama mende ni? luper plak..tp sedapppp..

udon tu liat..tecekik nak telan!

banyak gak ktorang melantak sushi..heheh..last sebelom balik amik yg smoked salmon..nak muntah ok...tp lekkk kaber muker...kuakakkakaka...

Ok pastu terus balik umah..lepak2 lagi...sambil bekemas umah...dah kemas2 ckp ler kat radie..nak dinner mana lak? hahah..ingat nak tgk wayang.. tp biasalah ktorang ni x suker beratur panjang2..baru tgk org beratur aku dah x leh control sabar...hahah.. pastu ajak radie gi VS kat Taipan.. huhu..kasih tak der..ktorang melantak jer kat luar..hahah..

mine... rib eye steak ker aper tah nama..

radie's... black pepper steak
me waiting..

hehe.. dpt gift from VS "IM OFF TODAY".. yup!!

Cheer-Up Acih!!!

suddenly fillanie mood x baper baik nk citer yang indah2 jer..heheh.. ni nak citer bab serious plak.. bukan aper..kadang2 kita ni telepas pandang gak benda2 yg kecik2 ni....benda yg kecik tu contohnyer hati dan prasaan anak kita yang umo baru 2thn setengah!!! hahahah..suspen jek bunyiknyer..hihihi...

peristiwa ni berlaku masa we went to genting past few weeks.. 'peristiwa' gitew!! haha.. mmg Acih really enjoy lah masa kat genting tu.. mak ngn bapak dia lagiklah enjoy..hehhe.. dah suka2 kat outdoor park tu..kami masuk ke indoor park plak.. fyi, Acih still free lagi..sbb dia kemetot..kira lepas lah line ketinggian yg masuk kene bayar tu.. lega makk.. then sambung citer balik... kat indoor park tu punyalah teruja Acih tgk byk giler menan2 horse lah car lah... so memula tu naiklah horse pusing2 tu.. (selingan jap)..ni bukan point citer nie..tp takper.. citer jer dulu..pastu masa naik horse tu..dukung lah acih..dia pon dok kat horse tu.. aku pon lek jer cari horse yg kosong sebelah acih..aku panjat gi duduk ala2 comel sebelah kasih..siap buat 'peace sign' kat pak radie suh amik gambo..sekali tetiba dorang stop kan menatang horse tu.. aku pelik arr..rupanya mak budak x leh naik horse tu yer...harap maklum!! kuakakkak..tebal tak muker aku? leh tahan arrr.. kuakakak..bodoh tul..buat ler muker x mengerti terus turun.. diri sebelah acih...hahahhah..mak maluuuuuuuuu...

(tgh menten...malu giler dow!)

Pastu nak naik car yg comel2 giler nie.. Acih pon lari2 lah excited nak naik car nie.. sbb masa kat kaunter ticket tu dia kat walaupon acih x der tiket..tp dia leh masuk allpark.. so oklah.. pastu masa Acih ngn friends nak naik.. org tu ckp ngn aku.. "cik, dia ni x leh masuk sbb dia tak der gelang tu"..aku pon ckp lah.."tp kat kaunter tiket kata boleh masuk allpark eventhough dia takder gelang..sbb dia still free lagi..x payah bayar!"..pastu org tu ngn muker blagak/letih.. ckp lagi.. "tak boleh..bukan sumer ride dlm indoorpark ni leh masuk..ada yg free ada yg u've to buy ticket"..Acih diri jer tegak..kawan2 dia sumer dah masuk dlm car.. pastu aku sound lah pak radie.. "pa, awak gi beli ticket utk naik car nie" ... so radie pon pegilah beli..8 hengget utk tu jer..x perlah tukan.. pastu dah beli..ok dia kasi lah masuk..tp aku x leh masuk kawasan pagar tu.. dia yg bawak acih masuk dlm car tu.. Acih senyap jer.. pastu org tu nak dukung dia lembik2 badan tak nak org tu dukung.. aku bajet Acih takut nie... lepas org tu dukung acih duduk sebelah Ieky..menatang tu pon jalan ler..comel sgt car tu.. tp Acih yg tak comel time nie! aku puaslah suruh dia buat peace..aku gelak2 kat luar tu..Acih diam jer.. car tu comel..laju plak tu..siap ada track mcm daki bukit tu..aku seram jek..buatnyer acih jatuh!..aku bajet mmg Acih takot ler..sbb tu dia senyap...

(nampak tak Acih was so sad time nie? tunduk jer..tgn pon letak kat mulut..huhu sedih aku!)

Dah habis naik tu..turun... aku pon tanyelah "best tak acih?" ... acih cakap 'tak best'.. pastu dia diam jer..moncong... alahai..sedihnyer aku time nie.. baru aku realised.. naper dia x enjoy.. mesti Acih malu... kawan2 dia happy2 jer naik car..dia mesti rasa tersisih..mesti dia fikir dlm ati..nape dia sorang jer x leh naik..pastu org tu argue lak ngn aku... merajuk ler Acih... padahal orang bukan marah dia... mesti dia maluuuu... lain lah mcm aku..kene halau turun dari kuda pon leh buat muker sadin..huahhahah..

(Acih diam jer.. x senyum langsung... dia pandang jer..pastu dia tak nak org yg jaga car ni dukung dia nak turun dari car tu)

so pengajaran dari citer nie... budak kecik lagi mudah tersentuh..they really have feelings..bukan kita jer orang tua yg leh terasa.. budak lagi faham.. jadi be careful when u're dealing with kids.. make sure jangan sampai anak kita malu depan org ramai.. tp that doesn't mean kita kene bagi muker sampai dia naik lemak!..

karaoke session..

i know it's not right to take EL just because u wanna have some fun with ur friends..*gulp*.. and sending your child at the nursery..pretending that 'mama has to go to work lah sayang'.. ya ampun!!! u dont know what i feel inside.. guilty ok!!.. but helllooo?! what's wrong with that.. gimme a break..i really need a break... plus i got greenlight from radie..so i did nothing wrong kan... ni sumer pasal budak 2 ekor ni lah!! the nite before, we went for futsal..pastu time lepak minum tu.. ada ler sekor yg tetiba bagi idea 'jom karaoke sok'.. 'fadilla, ko amik EL'.. ewahhhh... aku terus jer jawab...'eishhhhh..ko jangannnnn... ko jangannnnn'... last2.. 'ok aku set jer'...kuakakka..kalo tanduk waa sudah kua..abis arrr!!

tp it was fun.. well..as all of u know.. i'm so so so bad in singing kan?..hahah.. but.. hey.. this is not a competition.. i just wanna have fun with my friends.. hahaha.. best giler... anny nyanyi melekat2 kat dinding.. pastu they called me 'gangster cina'.. sbb nyanyi kaki naik atas..huahhaha.. aku malu sebenarnya!! hak tuiiii..pastu biler dah tak malu siap bangun nyanyi..mampus arr sedap ke tak ker... nyanyi lagu Ungu... walaweiiiii hantam sajerk... heheh..

aper nie wei? nyanyi ker bagi speech?

natra.... yo yo aahh jer ko yer..

me with natrame with anny..

atta pilih lagu.. tekan kuat sikit..kalo x leh ko baling jek remote tu kat dinding

pas dah abis time... lepak lak kat starbucks the curve..borak2 b4 baliks.. me came with atta.. and anny dok 'menipu para client'.. kunun2 ko ada kat maner? kepong? sentul?..hahah.. pastu ujan lak..kelam kelibut balik amik Acih..heheh.. sowi acih..i was late.. tinggal acih sowang kat nursery..pastu lek jerk dia tanyer aku.. 'mama pegi mana?'..(dia tgk mama pakai baju biasa)..hehe.. mama??? mama ada work sikit tadi..sowiii..huhu!!!!..

The lecturer that i hate!!!

jahat jer statement aku this time.. suddenly tingat kat my lecturer masa i was studying kat uitm shah alam dulu... the whole faculty of science secretaryship kenal saper dia..hahah... saper lagi kalo bukan Pn. Norma.. ya ampun..kalo ler dia terview my blog..boleh mati aku!!

she is the lecturer of economics subject.. and we have to take this subject in semester 4 (if i m not mistaken).. dgn rambut dia yg ala2 kembang mengerbang..fuh saper tak gerun? U tell me!.. i dont know why she really hate me..usually she will combind 2 classes so it will be about 60 students every lecture.. and everyone in the class knows that she doesnt like me.. i dont give a damn! Dah ko x suker aku nak wat camno? Aku plak bukan reti nak amik2 hati..

still remember one day, we have class at 11.00 till 12.00..it's a one hour class.. being me..i'm so lazy to attend the class..but if it's Pn. Norma's class..no excuses ok!.. so this one day.. aku semangat sgt nak attend her class.. me and my friend Che Are.. siap2 ler nak gi class.. (i never had a correct time-table fyi)..hehe.. just ask and follow my friends.. ok lah kan? So, i reached there 5 minutes before 11.00..(good student huh?).. heheh.. dgn slamber badak aku pon knocked the door.. and entered the class..but what surprised me.. Pn. Norma was already there.. and all the students pon ada.. dlm hati tu pelik gak? Eh? Budak2 ni lagi awal dari aku?.. bagi salam terus slamber duduk.. sumer diam.. tp aku pelik naper white board tu dah penuh ngn tulisan dia nieh?.. diam jerklah.. sekalinyer.. Pn. Norma yg terkenal ngn muker sinis nie.. terus ckp.. “u both see me after this..in my room!”.. aku dah tesenyap.. sekali tu baru aku tau..rupanyer kelas tu nak abis lagik 5minit..hahahha..pandai kan aku?

Pastu gi ler bilik pompuan hangin nie.. dia pon tanyer.. “tell me what's wrong with you” aku telan liur jer..hehhe..what she expected me to say? Aku pon jawabler tekemut2 tu..i'm sorry puan..i tot the class starts at 11.00.. pompuan hangin ni gelak sinisssss sungguh ok.. kecut2 prot aku ngadap pompuan nie...pastu dia tanyer lagi “what do you get in spm”..aku pon jawab ngn merendah dirinyer..'pangkat 1 puan...'.. dia cebik jer..(kuang hajaq nyer pompuan).. pastu dia tanyer “agregade?”.. aku pon ckp ler 'ngam2 jer 24'.. lagik ler dia cebik.. (cinabeng!).. pastu habis dia korek tanyer subject2 aku dpt aper.. aku pon ckp ler 'i'm very bad in reading subject and culcalation..that's why i'm not so good in economics'.. pastu dia tanyer lagik... 'do you have any discipline case in school?'.. aku geram arr!! aku jawab 'no!!.. i was a prefect in school and one of the AJK's!'...dia kenakan aku lagik.. 'i dont think so.. u create so many problems here..i think u have attitude problem'.. haaaa yg ni aku dah tak jawab.. aku diam jer.. ikut ati nk jer aku penampo pompuan nie..suker ati jer kan? Dahhhh habis satu kes...

second case
masa nie weekend ktorang ada ko-kurikulum mengemas kelas... so aku pon datang... ngn kobar2 nak membersih kelas nieh!.. pas mengemas mengemop bagai..aku pon keluar ler ngn mop nak simpan balik dlm dewan kuliah kat tingkat bawah.. mop tu basah.. so aku drag jerlah mop tu sepanjang jalan.. sekali pompuan meroyan nie nampak.. biar lah kan..aku bukan buat salah... sekali dia panggil aku lagik!..'fadilla, u come to my room after this'.. boley??????????.. aper lagik?.. aku angguk jer.. cinabeng tul..ada lagik nak carik pasal.. then aku pon gi lah.. ngn sopan tunduk jer..'yes puan?'.. dia jawab..'ok seat down'..aku pon dok.. dia tanyer 'u tell me.. what did u do just now?' aku jawab.. i clean the class-room.. dia tanyer “then why did u drag the wet mop”... aku mcm 'hahhh?'.. tekedu siott.. “the mop is wet, can't u just carry the mop? Why u drag it?”.. bodoh kan pompuan ni? Bukan nyer basah sampai leh banjir jalan tu..kang kene panas kering ler dol!! bukannyer cat..air jer...ya ampun!!.. nampak sangat dia tak suker aku kan? And i end up failed her subject.. me ok!! the only one!!! dalam 60 org tu aku sorang jer yg failed?..syabas mera beteh tul.. malu dow!! dah ler aku mmg bengap subject tu..tambah plak dia tak suker aku...

Sambung citer.. the next semester i pray to Allah..jangan ler dia lagik lecturer utk subject yg aku kene repeat tu.. sekali tgk..yerrrrrrrrr si pompuan meroyan ni lagik!! first day aku masuk class ni as repeater dia dah sengih sinis tu.. dia pon ckp “u, stand up and introduce yourself to the class..dont forget to tell them why u failed my subject”.. cilakak tak? Dah ler sumer tu junior jer.. malu makkk.. pastu aku pon bangun “i'm fadilla, the only repeater in this class.. i failed this subject because i didnt pay much attention when pn. Norma is teaching, and i really hope this semester i will pass this subject, tq”.. wahhhh..pompuan singa ni tepok tangan ok!! nak jer aku ckp i failed because u dont like me!!dalam ati aku menyumpah bekoyan2.. dia nyer benci kat aku nie.. sampai biler dia nak edar kertas ker aper ker..biler dia sampai kat meja aku..dia akan skip..boley? Dia tak bagi aku paper tu..sampai ler aku sendiri yg kene gi ngadap dia..mintak sendiri.. dia sakit jiwa lah aku rasa!..

sib baik 2nd time aku amik aku pass.. aku dah ampunkan dah pon pompuan nie..hahahhaha... kalo ler dia tebaca blog nie..awal2 aku mintak maap..tp aku mmg tak suker koooooo pompuan!!! huhuuuuu..sekian dulu...

what is my kasih's latest achievement?

very good...mcm ni lah anak mama!!!buat lagi yer..aku swing gak kang!!

hohoooo... best kan?.. i'm so proud of u lah acih... so creative lah u... i like... i'm speechless lepas Acih buat nice drawing kat cermin kete tu.. i was talking on the phone time tu.. letak jer phone tgk aiyoh?!!!! nganga jeklah mulut aku.. Acih dok smile2.. ya ampun!!!! aper aku nak jawab kat pak radie nieh?... siap pakai crayon okeh?..sib baik boleh hilang sental ngn kain buh air sabun..tu pon pak radie bebel..kata mama acih ni x alert lah..cuai ler.. bla bla bla.....(aku gak yg kene!! cesss!!)

this is the smileeee...(after what she did!!!!!!) well.. what can i say?

digital camera...

Akhirnyer ada pon rezeki sikit nak pakai digital camera... dulu tu mama punyer so dah return balik kat dia.. pastu tak best! hahah jahat tak? sejak dah pakai dslr nie... leceh sikit..sbb berat and beso nak usung sana sini..so rasa2 mcm sgtlah penting ada digital camera yg comel mcm nie..so biler nak gi course or nak gi jalan2 sajer2 jer..x perlu lah nak usung nikon tu.. heheheh.. gipon mebi nak gi course 27hb nie.. pakcik radie ni x kasi bwk nikon tu..(aku pon x hingin nak angkut beso gedabaks tu)..

i love it so much... thank you pa sbb belikan camera nie..huhu..ingatkan nak share.. tp member mcm murah hati jek..aku diam jeklah..huhu... so lepas nie..x der lah gaduh2 aku suh dia angkut nikon tu..heheh..(kalau tak kene betekak dulu ok).. skrang ni lantaklah..dia tak moh bawak sudah...aku dah ada yg comel nie... disamping kelebihan camera nie.. dia anti shaking.. pastu ada lebih kurang 1 hour video utk record.. hehe... sonoknyer...

so fillanie dah boleh tido lena tanpa mengganggu pak radie lagik....hahahha

When Best Buddies Meet-up....

28 Mac 2008

Hehehhe..really looking forward to hang-out like this... i miss my old days with my great buddies.. Natra and Anny!!! i used to know Natra (middle) when i was in form 2.. lama dah..15years back... we were in same class untill form 3 if im not mistaken.. pastu naik form 4 we were seperated.. she took accountancy kot? me amik sastera.. tp still together..sbb we went for the same tuition class outside..hehe.. (tp melencong jek mkn cendol kat mamak!!)..

hehe..love this shot too.. walopon Natra ni blur..but sometimes dia 'geliga'..haha.. i know u well lah!huhu..
Yeah i admit that after i get married..we've no more time to hang around like we always do.. and now with Acih around..it's getting harder right? but no big deal..we still find time to meet up..and my Acih is so sporting kan? she knows auntie Anny coz auntie Anny bought her M&M's dulu..sampai muntah anak aku mkn coklat ok!! hahah... but i dont know why Acih is so sombong kat Natra..jarang jumpa mebi?.. hehhe..
the two of these monsters are still single..but Anny is no longer available..hahahha!!! Anny is a friend of mine yg rajin main futsal ngn fillanie..eventhough she only turns up 15 minutes before the game ends.. yerlah...owang bz ler katakan..huhuuu...

tgk muker monster sekor tu.. dia ingat dia cun ar buat mcm tu?.. tp ok ler..cun lagik.. apa lagi..carik lah boipren cpt.. This is Anny..i first met her at StarHill..She's a friend of Natra..Natra introduced me to Anny.. that time Anny was wearing shorts with scars kat betis..panjang giler..sbb jatuh motor ngn Natra..so x leh pakai jeans!! heheh... That was 11years back.. heheh... i still remember..


That's the story of us...it's great to have both of you in my life.. sbb everytime i need them..they'll alwiz there for me... thanks monsters!!!

what we had for dinner?

cendawan goreng tepung

1 packet of mushroom

1 egg (dipukul)

garam sikit jer

tepung ayam goreng adabi

(celup mushroom kat telur pastu golek2 kat tepung tu..and goreng sampai garing)

broccoli + fishball + carrot soup***Acih's choice...

(tumis bwng merah+putih..masukkan suku kiub ikan bilis...pastu buh air..dah mendidih..masukkan carrot..dah empuk....masukler segala2 sayur lain tu)

fried prawn
(gaul ngn garam + kunyit... goreng ngn minyak byk sikit**ni kalo tak reti leh ler pegi bunuh diri yer?)

these are the food that i cooked last nite for our simple dinner...tp kurengg sikit..sbb no sambal..huhu i cannot live without sambal.. (hahah..kuat pedas ok)..tp nak buat mcmana.. i've to consider tekak laki and tekak anak jugak..heheh..but this is my first time buat cendawan tu... nasib baik jadi..and the taste is ok..not bad... (sedap gak!!) hahah..malu nak puji diri sendiri..tp taste like chicken!! kalo rajin..leh ler bubuh aper2 lagi..herbs ker.. baru lagik sedap kot? tp mak malas..tak kosa..nak tgk citer Bella lagik!!..hahahah...

i love cooking.. tp ikut mood jugak.. kalo rajin..mmg rajin sgt..tp kalo malas..mintak ampun yer... jalan kaki gi food court lagik senang..hahahah.. lagi satu..kalo bulan puasa..huhuuuu..this is the time that i'll be 24hours in the kitchen..preparing as much lauk as i can... (yerlah..lapar kan? haruslah nak mencekik memacam!!)dari tengahari dah plan nak masak apa..hahaha... ok arr..penat membebel mcm mak nenek kat sini..blah....

LEBAM...

hahaha ni kaki saper mcm kene penyakit kuning lak nie??

gambo ni kuning sangat..sbb lampu kat dalam bilik my mom kat ampang mmg kuning..(hari ni lebam tu lagik hitam+biru....makkk mcm org kene dera jer aku)

heheh..this time it's not about Acih..but me...aku telah mengalami 'kelebaman yg dasat gak kat betis ku ini'..adoi sakit nyerr...huhuuu..Acih plak dia tau aku sakit kat situ..lagik ler dia lanyak2..pastu leh tanyer 'sakit ke?'...'MMG LER SAKITTTTT..DAH KO LANYAK KAT SITEW!!'...


Ni semua gara2 accident betis ngn my friend Anny masa main futsal kat Bangi aritulah nie... tapi masa kene tu tak ler sakit sgt..biler dah balik tu baru rasa denyut2... sekarang dah beso penumbuk lebam tu...


Now... dah start aktif balik ngn futsal.. kene disiplin..no more excuses...kalo radie tak der... i'm thinking to bring Acih along... letak jer kasih kat luar net tu..huhu... tgk nanti camno.... mintak2 dia ok...

moments i live for..

thank you so much to my new cyber friend 'dilla-bangi' yg susah payah buatkan collage ni utk kasih aleeya..

lama tak citer pasal my acih nie... rindu plak nak story-mory progress acih nie.. jom tgk what this cheeky girl can do now...



1. pandai merajuk... everytime filla sidai baju kat luar..dia mesti nak nyibuk..pastu biler suh masuk dalam dia tak nak....aper lagi mmg kene pukul ler... pastu biler kene pukul tak nangis pon.. tegak jer dia bediri... sampai dah sakit kaki dia kene pukul..konpem dia lari msk dalam bilik terus tangkup muker kat comforter dier... tp tak nangis ok!!! sampai ler aku masuk pujuk...hehehe



2. mulut macam mak nenek... menjawab jer keje dier.. dia jer yg betul..orang lain sumer salah...sabo jeklah...

3. dah boleh becakap...dah tak der pelat2 sangat.. (nasib baik yang gagap dulu dah tak der!!) hahha..panik kejap time dia gagap2 dulu tu...

4. pembersih sangat..kalo suap nasi ke or food lain..kalo ada ler secebis kat tepi bibir pon.. kelam kabut suh lap..or dia yg lap sendiri... tangan x leh ler ada kotor sikit kelam kabut 'mama nak wash'...

5. nak sepit kuku..mmg dari baby lagi payah sungguh!! nak menghabiskan sepit 10 jari dia tu.. kalo dpt sepit pon..ada lah 4 jari lagik yg x dpt!!! hampeh tul...

6. kalo ajar perkataan baru mmg ssh sgt.. sbb ari tu dia tanya..'mama ni apa?'...dia tunjuk kat taik lalat tu... so filla pon ckp lah..'ooo..tu taik lalat'.. kasih mengamuk2 kata tu bukan taik lalat.. dia tanya lagi nak dekat 10 kali ler dia tanya..aku jawab..then dia ngamuk lagi.. ya ampun..sakit jiwa aku!! siap aku leh marah dia balik... 'hbs tu kalo bukan taik lalat tu apa?????' haaaa..kan aku dah marah... lepas 2 jam..baru dia leh terima hakikat tu taik lalat...sampai ler ke hari nie..hahahah...

7.skrg senang sikit ajak mandi..sbb baru belikan shampoo disney featuring mickey..hehe..wanginyer..tp bab gosok gigi..dia nak gosok sendiri..biler kita nk tolong dia tak kasi.. tp kadang jadik gak kes berebut..pastu mmg acih ngamuk ler..habis dia baling toothbrush dia tu..

tu jerlah dulu...dah tak ingat dah... heheheh....

happy 58th birthday ayah!!!

my ayah yg tersayang...Ibrahim Hassan

today, 19th march is my ayah's birthday.. early in d morning lagi me dah wish him through sms..malu ler dah tua2 nak call2..auwww...
my sms to ayah : Yah, happy birthday yang ke 58 thn! smoga makin sihat..rajin2 jaga makan..jgn
buat keje berat2...Ayang sayang ayah!!!!

he replies: T Kasih atas ingatan Ayang buat Ayah...Ayah akan cuba jaga makan.

sweet tak?.. for me i'm so terharu-biru ok... aduh...feel so sad..tatau naper..mebi sbb he's not healthy mcm dolu2..yelah dah tua2 ni byk plak penyakit.. i know he loves me so so so much.. ayah mana tak sayang anak dia yg kaki bodek nie?.. hehe.. everytime i kiss his cheeks..aku tau dia sayang sgt kat aku nie.. rasa nak polok2 jer..tp malu ler plaks..heheh..
selama hidup 29 thn nie.. penah lah jugak dia pukul aku nie.. yerlah..prangai aku yg cantik nie..harus lah kan?.. tp jarang sgt..paling kuat pon time kecik2 dia tarik telinga jer..hahah.. pastu masa kat uitm dia marah sbb ada kes dulu..dia tarik jer cardigan kesayangan ku itew..koyak!!! huhu..aku nangis2 sbb cardigan tu koyak!! bukan pasal kene penampo!!! hahahah...jahatnyer aku..
i'm glad to be his daughter.. muka dia mmg garang..ngn misai..hehe..tp hati lembut.. dolu2 biler ada jer prob besar.. prob dia ker..prob aku ker.. confirm aku akan slow talk ngn ayah..ngn mama x leh..sbb me and my mom dua2 hot temper sikit..hahah..mau tebakar...hehehkk.. tp ngn ayah..still can discuss.... cemana rapat me and my mom..tp ayah tetap ada special place in my heart!!
my mom called this morning.. ask me if i can come and join them to celebrate this special day..kebetulan lak sok coti maulidurasul.. of course i can come..for my ayah yg sgt special.. sms-ed my abang to buy SR cake..share ler..tak kosa aku nak beli sowang..mahal..huhu.. so tomorrow we will celebrate my ayah's birthday at ampang!! coz he decided to celebrate his birthday at home jer.. he wants all his anak2 kumpul kat umah.. alamakkk..muler lah aku nak sedih..jiwang tul aku nie..tu pon nak sedih?.. tatau lah..aku ngn ayah mmg ada satu 'rasa' yg aku ngn dia jer tau..
ingat lagi ada one day tu..kasih kecik sgt lagik..tetiba my mom jerit panggil aku kol 5 pagi.. aku tekulat2 bgn..my mom said ayah kat bilik air.. main air..ha??? main air kul 5 pagi?? aper ni aku x paham.. biler aku dah tak panik my mom ckp..ayah meracau2..ayah tanya 'mana kata nak datang? tak datang lagi ke?.. my mom tanye 'sapa yg nak datang?'.. pastu my ayah senyap.. my mom angkat dia letak kat atas katil.. pastu my mom suh siapkan ayah nak gi hospital.. masa aku berdua dalam bilik ngn ayah..aku nangis.. sambil aku pakaikan dia baju..aku tanya dia.. 'ayah ok?..ayah rasa apa? rasa sakit ke?.. ayah... ni ayang lah? ayah ingat tak... jangan main2 mcm ni..ayang tak suka.. masa tu..serious kaki aku menggigil sbb takut..i dont want something bad happen to him..i'm not ready and never ready to face it..pas aku dah siapkan.. pimpin masuk dlm kereta.. on the way tu ayah tanya.. 'mana kasih?'.. aku jawab..'ni ada nie'.. dia diam... pastu dia tanya kenapa tak sampai2 lagi kajang nak makan satay.. ya Allah aku sepanjang jalan diam jer.. nak nangis!!! sampai hospital..check..rupanya sugar rendah sgt.. aper tah bahsa medicnyer aku pon dah lupa... sib baik pas doc dah bg ubat bagai..ayah ok!! kelam kabut aku gi belikan alat yg nak monitor sugar dlm darah tu...
so tomorrow i'll cook spaghetti!! yeayyy... mama will prepare all the chicken ngn sausage nak buat BBQ.. i'm sure ayah will remember his 58th birthday nie..
i love u i love ayah!!!

boring...

nothing to tell and got nothing to share.. boring giler... nak story-mory kosong jerk.. dah ler bengang x leh nak ber'ym' dah sekarang..dah kene block ok!!! so now, just chat through 'email-chat'.. bosan nak mati.. skema ok...


i dont know why the whole week seems to be a boring week.. my mood swings easily.. cemana nk ckp eh?.. mcm u planned so many things to be done kan.. pastu at the end of the day.. berangan jerk.. hampeh tul.. rasa2 nya sbb dah boring 2 d max.. pastu try ler nak plan itu ini.. tp sendiri pon tau plan2 sumer x leh pakai.. pastu x jadik aper2 arr.. dok umah.. masak.. jaga anak.. tgk tv..kemas..sidai kain..lipat kain.. ya ampunnnnn.. what a boring life kan?.. (huhu) terok aku nih!!! rasa mcm org yg x der hala tuju pon yer gak.. x der matlamat idup.. x der goals to achieve.. haaa tu ler dia.. aku ler tu orangnyer... tp lantak piii lah..


aku ni bkn nyer betol sgt..sometimes org ingat aku ni happy-go-lucky type.. tp aku ni dangerous giler sbnarnyer.. no one can read my mind..if they can..mati lah aku!! aku ni ikut suker..kalo aku hangin.. bye-bye arr.. aku tak tetap.. suker berubah2.. kejap gini kejap gitu.. kejap suka..kejap x suka.. (aku x der keturunan giler ok)..haha.. tak yahlah baca entry ni.. sbb aku tgh nak center kan pala hotak ni dulu..x der apa2 yang jadik pon... aku kekadang mmg jadik gini..

help me..

i cut my hair!!!! ohh no...

(me & widy lastnight @ burger king)

Me
last sunday i asked radie to bring me to my favourite salon at Wangsa Maju.. decided to cut my hair coz i found out that my hair is not as smooth as before... damaged ok!! (but the truth is..i'm so lazy to take care of my hair)..hahah..
now..i'm trying new hairstyle..i dont know if it suits me or not.. but i think we need changes in life..kan kan? so per salahnyer trying... mmg x salah...tp aku mcm MENYESALLLLLL...uwaaaaaaaaaaa... pendek giler okeh!!.. tp nak sedapkan hati... rasa2 mcm not that bad lah.. mcm budak sekolah pon adoooo.. bak kata aku kat mamat yg cut my hair.. i dont wanna see your face regularly..so.. i'll see u next year..u better cut it short.. siap tunjuk papercutting rambut si'Bunga Citra Lestari - gelpren si Ashraf Sinclair'..huahhah..boley?? tp ini bukan Bunga lagi dah.... tapi tulah.. aku x amik lagik gambo rambut nie.. nantiler upload kedian jek..hehehe.. (haa dah upload dah..burok gak leh tahan..heheh)
Hate it when my officemates start calling me Bella... arghhh rambut Bella citer petang2 tv3 tu x lawa ok!! bebuluuu mak dengar...hahaha..

(gedik kan kasih time nieh??)

My Kasih
2 days back...radie x balik umah.. keje belambak...so me dah promised Acih to bring her to Alamanda.. u know lah Acih kan? dah promise kene ler aku pegi gak.. so malam nyer keluar jugak gi Alamanda...nasib sms kak nana (mama ieky) dia ok nak join..
borak ngn Acih..
Mama: Acih, papa x der tau..papa work.. papa tak balik..mcmana??
Acih: Papa work...takpelah... mama je..ngan Acih je...papa tak payah..
Mama: Okay..Acih wait..mama mandi dulu ok?
Acih: Cepat mama..mandi.. nak shopping..alamanda..
lepaking at SR Alamanda.. love the tomyam kung... yummy.. spicy..ermm ermm.. and thanks much to abaremy & k.nana for the lovely dinner.. ;)

(ada gaya tok janggut sikit...)

My Radie
last weekend we did some shopping.. auww this is what i call theraphy.. good for me..huahah.. bought MAC lipstick and lipgelle.. the next day plak tatau ler aper salah si radie nie... tetiba hulur plak bantuan kewangan kat mak nie..auwww..mak suker giler..terus ku grab ajer wang itew..dia siap nak simpan balik yg lagi rm50 tu.. nasib tgn aku ni lagi pantas... hahah..ishhh tak baik buruk siku nanti tau..heheh..huahah.. bought one black bracelet and 1 shirt from MNG... pastu..kita nie kan pompuan.. duit tu x gak pi mana2.. belilah baju basahan nursery Acih.. pastu bought quilt cover set at Aussino.. ala2 tgh sale kan.. (dlm ati tu geram gak.. sbb duit tu tak bli utk diri sendiri..).. tamak kah aku???...hahahahah.. nie tgh target crocs wedges tu..tp colour tu x der..so booked jer dulu..hehehe..

4 u to know mama..

It’s not a mother’s day or any special days..just feel like writing about my mom.. I love her.. love her very much..and it’s not my style of telling her how much I love her.. but deep in my heart I really love u..
We had so much argument..since I completed my SPM. To be frank, I’m more close to my ayah..u know lah kan.. pompuan..always be papa’s girl.. but when it comes to financial matters, love, health..u always run to your mother..
Knowing my mom..she’s quite sensitive.. and very bad that she has me as her daughter..haha.. I don’t know how to pamper her.. and I don’t know how to say sorry in proper way.. well that’s me.. an egoistic person.. not like my brothers.. who can fight with my mom so so badly..and in a few minutes will say sorry and hug her with tears..it’s totally not me..heheh.. so bad huh?
I had a bad history with my mom.. long ago.. and believe it or not..it’s about a guy..what a fu*k?? who is he anyway?? Because of him i don’t talk to my mom for a year.. can u imagine?? A year!!! We only talk about serious matter.. like ‘ma, makan’.. nak story mory no way.. my mom really like him..which I don’t.. luckily everything get back to normal.. (my mom pon malas dah kot nak layan anak yg stubborn giler)..hehe..
I’m the only girl in the family.. I don’t know if I’m lucky or unlucky? When u’re the only daughter in the family I bet all the attention will definitely go to you.. but the worse thing is.. my mom become so sensitive.. I think because she can only share her prob with me.. being me, I’ve to play smart..but I’m not smart enough..huhu… she’ll become sensitive when I regularly spend my time with friends.. bis tu?? Mom is always mom.. and friend is friend… pls don’t compare.. aiyoh… I never blame her because I really understand her situation.. my mom is adopted by a malay family.. her parents are Chinese and she never had a chance to find her parents. So she only have her own family and one and only stubborn daughter.. I realized that it’s my responsibilities to pay more attention to her.. I know after I’m married she has to let me go.. it’s tough kan? But what to do? I’m trying my best to satisfy her.. it’s difficult because I’m not a type yg lemah lembut…. Uwaaaaa..sorry ma.. ssh nyer.. sometimes when I try to be lemah lembut as she expected.. rasa mcm keras mcm kayu plak.. hehehhe.. so funny right? Filla, don’t blame others if one day your daughter react the same way..huhu.. ok ok.. I will try not to be so sensitive.. hehehe..
My mom is a bestfriend of mine..kadang we spent so much time lepaking at mamak.. dulu2 lah.. go shopping.. confirm she miss all those moments kan?.. huhhuhuu..me too.. I miss that moment.. but I’ve spent my time with her on her birthday last year.. went shopping at klcc..eating cake..laughing..talking… till I forgot to pick my Acih at nursery.. kelam kelibut sent my mom home and went back to putrajaya to fetch Acih..
I know that u’ll never read this.. but I just want u to know that I love you very much.. only u know me well.. coz I’m still your baby.. I still want u to feed me..heheh..dap ler mama suap..huahhaha.. please don’t get angry easily, I never meant to hurt you.. I love u, I love u.. when u love someone u don’t have to say it kan?? (haa kan aku dah jiwang balik nieh!!!)..
*hugs*

conversation between mama and acih..

mama: sapa nama awak??...what's your name???
Acih : Kasihhhhh...
mama: Kasih aper?
Acih : Acih Aiyaaaaa..
mama: Acih nie comel ker?
Acih : Comelllll
mama: Tak lahhh..tak comellll..
Acih : Comel lahhhh!!
mama: Sayang mama tak?
Acih : Cayanggg..
mama: Sayang banyak ke sikit?
Acih : Cayang sikit..
mama: Ha??! sikit??
Acih : heheh.. sikittt jeee..
mama: Sayang mama ke sayang papa?
Acih : Sayang cemuaaaa..
mama: Kasih suka pegi school tak?
Acih : Suka..
mama: Makan apa kat school?
Acih : Makan cikgu..
mama: Ha??!! makan cikgu???
Acih : heheheh..makan nacik, makan biskut...makan kuehhhh..
mama: oooohh.. makan ngan sape?
Acih : makan ngn umi...
mama: Acih, baca doa makan..mama nak dengar.
Acih : Bimilahimaniohimm..Allauma..aik ana..ima ook ana..wa ina aaabanaa..amin...
mama: pandainyeeee...malam ni Acih tido dalam bilik ngn mama ok?
Acih : Alaa...tak nak...
mama: mana boleh tido kat luar... tido dalam bilik ok?
Acih : tak nak..situ ada antu....
mama: ??!!
Acih : tido lua..nak tgk tv..cicak man.. mama cini arrrrr...
mama: ah..malas... bye gud nite..muah!!

(Acih pandang jee.. terus sambung tgk tv ngn muker x der prasaan)....

KANTOI...

Heheh..sheila aku copy idea ko nie.. sbb mcm best jer nak recall balik edisi2 kantoi nie..hehe..

Kantoi 1
masa nie aku kecik lagi... dalam darjah 3 kot... bapak aku ada lah beli pisau mahal yg lipat tu.. ala2 rambo utk dia nak buat sembelih ayam ngn itik dier..kakkahh.. pastu dia pesan lah kat aku petang tu..pisau ni jangan main..jgn pegang... aku pon cakap ler ok... sekali tu dia tak de aku gi lah belek pisau tu.. sekali aku tekan 'pup' tekeluar ler pisau tu... aku dah panik..sbb konpem aku kantoi.. aku dok panik cemana nak tutup balik pisau tu... pisau tu ala2 ada spring.. bile dah takut tu..aku gi amik pisau rambo tu..aku gi cucuk kat atas tilam.. supaya dia leh tetutup balik..biler aku tolak jer.. meletop pisau tu kat jari aku yg comel nie.. amik kau... ada lagik lah parut tu sampai arinie.. menyembur2 darah..uwaaaaaa..nak ngadu kat mak ngn bapak takut kene marah..so diam jek..biler dorang tanyer..aku ckp jari aku tesangkut kat pagar sekolah..boley? huahahahha... (tak ler kantoi... )..hehe ni edisi tak brapa nak tekantoi ler ni..heheh..

kantoi 2
becinta zaman2 sekolah menengah ngn sorang mamat nie.. sekali tu aku gi dating kat ujung shoplots kat area umah... petang2 lah nie.. sekali boleh mak aku lalu naik kete kat situ.. mak haih gelabah nak mati..tp aku belakon ala2 lekkk jer.. mak aku tanyer saper.. aku ckp budak st. john..budak tu scorer.. jadi nak pinjam ketas soklan sekolah dier.. nasib aku awal2 dah bawak ketas soklan peksa...kuakakka.. last2 couple lah ngn mamat nie.. mak aku leh suker gile plak kat mamat nie.. dah 2,3 taun aku naik bosan dah.. mintak break..mengamuk plak mak aku..boley?? darah muda..hati panas..aku leh jawab ngn mak aku 'mama nak sangat, mama jerlah kawin ngn dia'..kuakakka... nasib tak kene pelempang...

kantoi 3
masa kat uitm shah alam... mcm2 yang aku kantoi..al-maklum arr.. aku kan JAHAT giler dulu..huahha..skrg pon jahat gak.. tp dah slow down sikit..heheh..ni kantoi ngn mak aku lagik..mak aku tu kalo anto gi belajo jadik spy ker detective ker..konpem ngalahkan CSI forensik tu..kuakakak..pelik aku!! malam tu kua ngn scandal aku yg x hensem langsung..menggelabah plak tu budak sains sukan.. tp dah x der owang nak kua..kua jeklah..kakakah.. pastu sok tu aku ada driving test kat jpj.. takat tak tido tu..aku dah biasa..haha..pastu kualah.. balik kol 5 pagi..budak tu nak anto aku balik..sampai simpang..aku nampak keta mak aku parking baikkkk nyer kat dpn umah sewa kat section2.. amikko.. nak tekencing ler aku.. terus patah balik... dok pening giler.. last2 aku suh budak tu balik.aku menapak kul 6 pagi balik umah..buat2 tekejut mak aku ada situ.. 6 pagi?!! hahah.. mak aku sound arr mana aku gi..aku ckp tido umah kakak ogiey.. kat puchong.. sorry arr mak aku nk caya.. hahah.. mak aku dtg tu niat murni.. nak ingatkan aku kunci jam loceng..sbb sok nak gi driving test.. last2 kantoi..terus dia suh aku pack kain baju x yah dok umah sewa..dok ampang..kebetulan aku pass plak driving test tu.. aper lagi.. kene drive ler ampang - shah alam!!..

kantoi 4
ni kantoi paling dasyat dlm idup nie.. ngn 2 org sekali boipren aku.. tp boipren bukan favourite arr..(hehe..kuang hajak).. mlm tu kua ngn boipren A nie.. (siap2 kua supaya nanti leh kua ngn owang lain).. dah tu.. dia dah siap blanja aku mkn malam..terus anto aku balik.. dah bye2 dah ckp aku nak masuk tido..x kua dah.... boipren B aku datang.. aku pon kua ler..tp aku hangkut member aku ogiey ngan Ad sekali.. sonok2 kua.. boipren B nak hanto aku balik.. sekali aku nmpak kete boipren A kat situ..masakkkk aku!! boipren B ni sporting sikit.. dah tu aku menggigil nak kua dari kete.. dah betekak giler kat situ ngn boipren A... dorang nak settle..tp tetiba ramai giler member2 boipren A tu datang naik motor bagai ngn kayu sumer... mak nak kes gaduh beso nie.. sekali polis ronda2 situ..dorang blah.. terus bawak aku, ogiey ngn Ad gi section 3 nak gi settle..dok ler aku mcm owang bodow ngn dua org sekali boipren aku.. dua2 nak tinggalkan aku..aku pon ala2 sedih lah.. admit salah aku.. pastu dua2 blah ngn kete dorang.. bongok giler.. bepeluh ketiak aku balik umah jalan kaki ngn member2 aku... bodohhh nak mati..tp sepanjang jalan ketawa mcm nak pecah perot.. huahaha...

kantoi 5
haha yang ni edisi kantoi ngn radie..heheh.. masa tu tengah kawan2..ktorang kan tak bercinta..ktorang bestfriend jer dulu.. pastu aku plan nak kua ngn mamat sorang nie.. my best buddy gak mamat nie.. tp dia tu kawan radie gak.. sekali radie tanya aku..aku kat mana? padahal aku dah kat shell batu 3 tu.. aku ckp aku kat seven 11 nak beli tepung buat cekodok..kuakakk..kul 11 malam kot masa tu.. pastu dia ckp gi lah siap cpt..nak kelua gi uptown nie.. aku lek jer jawab ok.. pastu aku suwuh ler member aku tu patah balik cepat.. kwn aku tu pon patah ler balik.. anto aku ikut blok belakang.. radie rupanyer kat blok dpn.. dah ler dia nmpak aku tgh tekan button lif nak naik atas tukar baju.. kuaakkaka.. pastu naik je kete radie.. (radie ngn kwn dier dlm kete).. aku diam jer..kuakak..

kantoi 6
masa nie aku kawan ngn radie.. tp aku kawan gak ngn sowang mamat nie.. mamat nie mmg suker giler kat aku..siap bagi aku pakai handphone dia..haha..zaman tu mmg ler saper pakai phone nampak mcm best2 jer.. nokia banana.. haha.. aku ckp kat radie phone tu aku nyer..lek jer aku kan?..kuakakak..sekali aku kua lah ngn radie gi lepak kedai mamak..sblm tu dah bg tau kat mamat yg bagi phone tu aku tak kua..kat umah jer.. tgh aku sembang2.. phone bunyik..budak tu call..tp aku x jawab.. (nak cover line dpn radie) baru nak gatai2 ngn radie.. sekali tgh lek2 tu aku pusing belakang..mamat tu minum ngn member2 dia kat blakang aku... masakkkk!! aku terus bangun gi toilet.. dalam toilet aku lompat2 mcm siamang..kakakakhhh.. kes panik... pastu ckp kat radie aku nk balik.. dah balik tu mamat tu jumpa aku.. begaduh bagai nak giler..aku pulang balik tepon pisang dier tuh..huahahha.. tu maknanyer aku dah bosan ngn ko!!!! (ya ampun..nsb aku tak kene santau!!)..heheh

kantoi 7
ni kes dasyat gak..aku kantoi ngn mak boipren aku yg hampeh.. aku slalu kua ngn mamat nie.. x der arr suker sgt..tp boley arr.. pastu aku tatau yg mamat ni punya lah poyo..menipu aku.. nak nampak mcm kaya.. nak belagak dpn aku nie.. bagi aku pakai kete satria make-up tak hengat.. kata keje best2.. x kisah arr kan..janji time aku blaja aku dah slamber pakai kete dipinjamkan khas utk aku ngn kengkawan..kuakakka.. rupa2 nya dia tu menipu.. aku x kisah la dia tipu..bkn aku kecewa pon..sbb bkn aku suker sgt..hahah..sekali tu aku kantoi.. cemana tah..mak dia nak jumpa aku.. aku pon lupa mak aku ada sekali kot..mak aku pon dah tau kes nie kot..sekali tu masa jumpa mak dia menangis2 ckp kat aku..jangan laaa kacau anak dia..(eh biler masa plak aku kaco anak dier??) pastu merayu2 kat aku..dia kata mata dia dah naik selaput dah nangis pasal anak jantan dia yg bodow tu..huahahah.. aku gentel jek tissue kat tgn aku sampai hancur..rasa nak tetido pon ada!! kakakahh..kwn aku yg ogiey ngn ad tu pon ada..kakkah.. dia kata anak dia berabis utk aku.. adoiiii ni yg aku x suker..aku x mintak pon.. dia yg menipu aku nak blagak?..mana aku tau.. dia tak kasi aku kawan dah ngn anak dier.. ok ler makcik.. x usik dah anak jantan makcik tu...huahahahhahah.. (tp sian makcik tu kan?)..kakkahhh

kantoi 8
ngn ex aku sowang nie.. dia budak bola.. abg angkat aku ni pon main bola.. abg angkat aku dah sound aku .. jgn dekat ngn ex aku tu.. tp aku degil gak..(eh suker ati aku ler..ko abg angkat jer) tp ada hati kat aku.. tp aku kene ikut ckp abg angkat aku tu sbb respect arr kat dier.. pastu dia x kasi aku jumpa dah ex aku tu.. aku ok jerlah..tp pegi gak jumpa..sekali dorang ada bola mlm tu kat padang uitm.. petang tu aku lepak ngn abg angkat aku..dia tanyer aku gi tgk ker dia main bola mlm kang.. aku dlm otak asik dok teringat kat ex aku.. sekali aku jawab 'a'ah **** filla pegi.. aku leh sebut nama budak yg dia anti tu.. kuakakka..kantoi aku.. tp aku buat muker x mengerti salah aku gi sebut nama tu..hahah..mlm tu gi tgk bola.. abg angkat vs. ex aku.. biler ex aku score goal jek aku sorak..huahahah..sadin jek aku tesasul sorak!!!

*itu ler serba sedikit kes2 kantoi aku dulu..huahahha..byk lagi..tp biarlah rahsia...

Valentine's Day

I believed that everything in life is fated.. maybe I’m fated to be like what I be right now.. but no regret at all.. love is universal.. everybody describes it in their own words.. and I really know what love is.. love doesn’t mean that u have to be together.. u know u love somebody when u cannot hate him eventhough he hurts u. u’ll try your very best to hate.. but still u love. The more u hate the more u love.. and at the end of the day u’ll get bored and u’ll get tired. U’ll know that u’re just lying to yourself.. pretending that u didn’t love.. the truth is u cannot even help yourself to forget every single thing about him.10 years? 20 years? That is just a number.. the memories remain the same. Love.. is when u get hurt u still pray the best for him. And to see him happy will cheer you up.. he doesn’t have to know that u’re happy for him..just keep it in your heart.. sometimes u’ll feel like an idiot. But go to hell with it.. who cares anyway? Is love important? Nope..not really..u can still live without love right? It’s responsibility that counts.. it’s a bonus to live with love.. but if u’re fated to live without love..just carry on..
I know what is love.. love is when everybody around u said that u’re stupid and blind.. and u keep smiling.. telling them back that u agreed with them..u agreed when people said that u’re stupid..but nothing much u can do.. just ignore..hehe.. love is like..whenever you listen to a song..will try to relate it with u.. u and him.. it doesn’t matter if the song didn’t match..huhuu.. when u love somebody so deeply.. u’ll pay 100% attention to what he’s doing.. so that u will not miss anything.. the way he walks..the way he talks.. the way he eat..the way he cough.. the way he touch .. the way he kiss.. yes everything. And when u really love somebody.. whatever happen to him you can still accept him.. with no legs maybe? U still want him? With no hands maybe..still u want? Of course.. u’re not in love with their legs and hands right?
I’ve found so many kind of loves.. that makes me understand what is true love.. it’s so sweet to think of..and at the same time can make u suffer.. sometimes it's scary when u get up from sleep u’ll forget everything…that is what I think of love.. and my true love now is only one..Kasih Aleeya..she is everything that I have..she is my love..my true love….
*HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!*

HAWT TO THE MAX!!!

today i received sms from someone who is working with the production house yg organized program x-rel tuh... mmg hangin satu badan when he asked me why did i called rtm and told rtm that they didnt give us the prizes yet.. hello i called rtm just to know when the program will be on-aired thats all..when rtm asked me why did i wanted to know..then i told rtm the organizer will only release the prizes when rtm kuakan kat tv...is it 'buat kecoh?'..
he said i better ask them rather then kecoh2 asking the rtm.. helloooo??! the prob is..when we asked u guys...u alwiz make promises... kata before raya.. mana??? then promised again.. end of december 2007... mana???? then promised lagik .. again and again... letih dow..
i'm not that desperate pon kat prizes2 tu suma.. aku masih makan lagik...just a small matter...saper yg kecoh? dia ingat aku ni jalan pakai baju lawa2 pegi buat catwalk ker kat lrt tu??? dia ingat opis ni bapak aku yg punyer nak amik cuti sbb nak gi beracing??? dia ingat aku ni x der prasaan anto anak gi dok ngn MIL bebulan2?? dia ingat tulang2 aku ni x der rasa nak tetanggal buat benda2 tu??? dia tau tak aku tak leh bangun lepas race tu??? dia tau tak aku sambung lagik cuti sbb nak angkat kaki pon tak boleh lps race tu???? dia tau tak cemana aku taknak bagi partner aku regret... dia tau tak aku mcm nak menangis training turun naik tangga tingkat 13? if u dont know our effort just zip ur mouth.. takat aku kuis sikit call rtm tanya date nak kata aku kecoh...u're right when u said sooner or later the prize is ours..mmglah..
adoi makkk menyirap tul aku... i dont care... i'm not afraid at all... saper lagi nak dtg marah2 aku.. meh lah sini.. aku x kisah.

when chicken pox attacked my Acih...

huhu... sian my lil ones nie.. x sangka plak dia kene chicken pox nie.. dulu kecik2 dah kene..tp dulu tu campak halus kot?.. nie kene lagi..tp mmg confirm yg nie chick pox.. tp Alhamdulilah Acih tak demam.. pastu dia okay jer.. x der meragam langsung.. cuma tangan tu leh tahan ler kuis sana sini... heheh... budak kecik biasalah..biler ckp jangan dia buat derk jer..

so tepaksalah mama anto acih kat umah nenek Shah Alam sampai ler recover sok.. kat sana pon dia happy sbb ramai cousin2 dia.. everyday i'll call her to check her condition..nenek ckp dia ok.. tp biler gang2 dah balik umah memasing..tetiba dia sound nenek..'nenek acih nak balik putrajayalah'...boley??..heheh..nenek diam buat derk jer..huahahahha..

eiishh aper muker mcm tu? nie kat umah wan ampang... nasib dia x ngamuk2.. we miss u acih..get well soon.. i love u!!!

X-REL FINAL...

Malas ya ampun tul nak buat entry final x-rel nie..but if not to share with all pon.. i think it's a must for me to keep it as a sweet like choc memories..huahaha.. sweet ker?..auwww.. leh tahan lah sweetnyer.. kalah choc..

so here i am writing my experience so that at least acih can read this and know how glabah mama dier to win this game.. cayang acih (iklan plak kejap)

(gambar baru lepas main paintball)

1st task @ jungle war paintball

how to start ah? coz dah basi dah citer nie.. malam before final race..as usual i asked anny to sleep at my house..so biar aura tu tebal sikit..hehehe..poyos gilos.. the next day.. after not-so-good sleep that nite.. we took ERL and went to KL Central.. but this time the race didnt start at KL Central.. we've been asked to gather at LRT alamak mana ah? kat2 wangsa maju sana tu.. so we reached there on time.. and the other 2 teams are there already waiting for 'redah a.k.a. powerpuff girls' wakakakak...

after waiting for the organizer to take us to a 'secret place'..the organizer came.. aku mcm nak temuntah..tatau naper biler panik/takut/nervous..mmg automatically mcm nak muntah..prot pon grrrrrr..bunyik mcm2..huahah.. pastu we were taken to this place.. look like kampung sikit.. ingat nak pi mana... rupanyer main paintball di dalam jungle.. amik ko!! pdn muker aku.. 'JUNGLE WAR' nama dier..gerun jek kan bunyi nyer... lagi ler sakit perot aku.. sikit lagi nak muntah!! .. just imagine me wearing all the safety jacket, full face helmet, ngn gun..huahah..mcm pejuang islam gitew..huahah.. ngn berselut..lumpur bagai.. ku redah jua.. us have to fight with the organizer.. and they shoot us from the top of the tree.. menggigil2 aku.. and i didn't move from my place..that was not as what i've planned with my team-mate anny.. amik ko..kene jerit ler aku.. anny dok jerit...'FILLAAAA... FILLAAA...NAIKKK..NAIKK..'..hehe..aku?? i stayed at my place.. and only shoot from there..huahaha..mak takottt.. so dipendekkan citer.. anny was the bravest girl on earth betoi arr.. she jumped like a stuntwoman sambil ditembak berdas2 kat kepala... jumped to take the small flag.. and our team was the 2nd team after a few second the other team took it.. malu aku sbb tak contribute to win.. x perlah..nasib anny kuat.. heheh..

so the result from it is we can be 2nd team yg amik LRT utk complete 2nd task plak.. what i can say... it's tough man!.. adoi..sakit wooo kene tembak!!!

2nd task @ ERL Putrajaya

naik jer LRT tu terus pegi KL Central nak catchup ERL to putrajaya plak.. (balik umah pon best..dah alang2 kat putrajaya kan?).. tp yg tak best.. kami x sempat..all the teams were waiting for the same train.. x perlah.. then sampai jer tiga2 teams kat ERL.. the organizer were there waiting for us.. and we have to close our eyes.. (dorang ikat ngn kain)..so we are blind lahhh.. tehegeh2 jalan dorang pimpin.. pastu dier brief.. we have to choose who want to take the padlock..and who want to take the key..very very small key.. i volunteered to take the padlock..(dlm hati tu ingat biler beso..x der lah aku kene raba lama2 dalam balang yg tah ada binatang2 aper tu).. hehehe..mmg fun giler.. belom masuk lagi tangan dlm balang tu... i shouted sekuat2 hati begegarlah aku rasa station ERL tu..huahhaha.. pastu dengar orang gelak2 kan aku..syaitonn tul dorang nieh.. and for your guys info.. berpuluh2 katak dalam itu balang ok!! heheh.. kalo x tutup mata..i dont think so i can do it.. anny plak sambil tutup mata kene raba dlm balang yg full of worm.. fiwiitt..lagi best..busuk nak mati... busuuuuuuuukkk amat... and she was the first person to find the small key..tp aper tau?... itu bukan kunci dia...hampeh!! tension coz one team has found their key.. Alhamdulilah.. x lama pastu..anny found it.. so kami got the 3rd task.. sempat la lari gi toilet to wash our hand yg dah mcm bau aper tah.. sempat gak jeling kat balang tu..makkkkk geliiiiiii nak mati tgk menatang tuh.. yang bestnyer kami sempat catchup lagi team yg first dpt key tu.. hueheheheh.. last team pon sempat join kami naik train ke KL..

3rd task@ fitness first KLCC

sampai jer KL Central.. we ran to buy ticket to KLCC.. sampai jer fitnessfirst... we were introduced to one of the trainer..hensem gilos..hihiiii..(tp mcm gay plak).. he explained all the tasks that we've to complete.. all together dalam 7 tasks.. amik ko... first tasks kene lari kat treadmill for 10 minutes.. with a speed yg dorang bagi..laju kene belari..dah lah tgh penat.. terus panjat and fast jog.. menitik2 peluh basah kuyup.. we cannot stop because if we stop..we've to do it again from zero minute.. anny dok membebel sambil belari nak ajak borak.. aper ke jadah nak borak?? aku suh dia diam..cozz i cannot concentrate..(the truth is aku takot pancit!!)..after we finished the task turun dari treadmill tu aku dah terhurung hayang...huahah..sampai kene pegang.. pening ok.. pastu we went to one big room.. ada 6 tasks yang each of the task kene angkat besi.. mostly lah.. yg task lebih2 tu kene pumping 20 kali.. angkat besi 30 kali.. just imagine..6 tasks... nak tekeluar tulang-temulang nieh.. masa buat x leh stop..biler stop u've to repeat.. masa nie walaupon penat..tp i'm so proud that we can work together as a team.. bkn senang..we support each other.. masa aku tgh pumping..dah menggigil2..anny siap baring tiarap sebelah aku.. support aku gila2.. 'filla, ko boleh filla..sikit jer sikit jer lagi..jgn stop'.. mcm tu jugak aku support anny.. (ish sebak plak..hhuhu).. we keep reminding ourself jgn rasa lemah just because we are women...and our fighter are men.. paling menguji tahap ketahanan fizikal masa nie.. dekat sini lah jugak.. we left the 2 teams.. we were the 1st team to finish all the crazy tasks..

(muker tension kene habiskan 1kg cake..-gambo ihsan dari team lain)

4th task @ KL Komuter

tak kira cemana penat nak tecabut kaki..we ran and just focus to win this game.. from KLCC we have to go back to KL Central and take komuter to go to KL station..what really shocked us is.. the two teams were eating (eating task) their 'meal'.. hello???!! how come they can reached there first?.. at kl komuter we have to finish 1kg birthday cake yg ntah aper brand..kalo SR nyer kek ok lah jugak... for us it's orange cake..yg manis tahap dewa... 2 teams lagi choc cake.. 1 kg...gilo ker aper?.. tp buat muker derk..sumbat jugak.. masa makan nie..i really2 nak muntah..nak tekeluar isi perot nak habiskan.. tp we managed to finish our lovely cake tu..(sumpah aku x sentuh kek dah lepas tu).. we were the last team yg habis makan.. so sad so depressed masa nie..sbb penat lelah kami tekejar2 masa 3rd task is not worth it..

5th task @ balai bomba Hang Tuah..

after we finished our 4th task.. we took komuter and went back to KL Central.. this game really a game that u've to really follow the rules.. when the task is held at kl komuter..then u've to go there by komuter.. no walking no running.. no lrt no star.. we were not satisfied with the 2 teams..and asked our team director while waiting for train.. our team director wrote something in his note book..

sampai jer kat monorail hang tuah.. we have to run.. jauh sey.. to balai bomba tu.. masa ni..really nak muntah..sbb kenyang+loya.. anny left me.. and i tried to run as fast as i can.. sampai jer bomba..rupa2nyer situ lah finishing utk final x-rel nie.. nampak lah segala umat kat situ..hehhe radie pon ada kat situ.. sampai sana dah mmg dpt rasa kami kalah.. sbb sampai lambat.. terus pakai baju bomba tu.. dgn helmet beso gedabak tu.. panas nak mati berat gilos baju tu.. kat sini we have to shoot ada 2 kon kaler merah tu.. shoot ngan air.. tp kene lah kami pasang dulu pili bomba tu.. ya ampun... nak patah riuk dah tulang..penat..mcm nak menangis dah kepenatan.. masa kami tgh buat task nie.. kami dengar team 'lipan bara' was shouting that they won.. hancur lebur sungguh hatiku masa nie.. tp from the beginning dah ckp ngn anny.. whatever the result is.. we must do our best.. we must complete the task as perfect as we can.. nothing to regret coz we've tried our best.. it's not easy to be at this level..to be in the final.. dari awal we are the only girls team.. so to be in the final is enough to make us feel so proud..

habis jer task tu.. kami terus nk gi kat TAMAT tu.. tp azan..so break jap..pakai kasut sambil pelok anny kami dah tau kami kalah.. cakap sesama sendiri.. takpe.. kita dah buat habis baik.. x de rezeki kita nak menang.. kita kene buat muka happy.. ok!! lepas jer azan.. Host Awal panggil kami datang mengadap.. dgn muker yg redho akan ketewasan kami di tangan jantan2 itew.. kami pon pegi lah.. sekali Awal boleh plak announce 'anda tidak dikenakan sebarang penalti.. ini bermakna anda JUARA x-rel musim ini'..aku ngn anny blur..sumpah blur gile... lost kejap.. then anny terus hug aku..sambil hug kami menangis2 tak hengat.. malu gak..sbb nangis2 mcm poyo.. tp that is real.. tak fake langsung.. segala usaha penat lelah kami berbalas.. i go to the gym almost everyday.. jogging.. turun naik tangga sampai 13 tingkat..berpisah ngn kasih..gamble je suh my MIL jaga dalam 1 - 2 months gak lah.. so kalau kalah..rasa sedih sangat.. masa tengah type ni pon tetiba plak rasa sedih.. (sbb hadiah x dpt lagi pon yer gak!! huahahha).. rupanyer the 2 teams yang ingatkan dah menang tu kena pelanti 15 minutes for not following the rules..dorang tak naik train yg sepatutnyer masa nak gi task kat KL Komuter..

2007 is the year for me to remember.. so many sweet and sour memories.. to my team-mate anny..thank you very much for being here with me.. we've went through so many things together.. u know me well.. so do i.. hope this relationships stay forever!! i lap u arrrr....

what a beautiful moment...

macam mak burung ngn anak burung pon ada.... nak feed acih mamam..hahahah..tenganga2 plak mulut acih nie... tak tau lah nk ckp macamana... love her so so so so so much..bile tgk acih sekarang...rasa mcm tak pecaya dia dah besar... acih yang aku tau..baju kelawar dia pon dah singkat..hehehe.. cptnyer acih?... mkn bijak becakap... tp kadang2 tegagap2 nak kelua ayat dari mulut dia..huahahha.. pastu hobby acih sekarang ber'cat walk' sambil jalan pegang pinggang..heheh..ni keje2 sewel ni mama yg ajo dier...huahhaha... sbb aku pon kadang suke jer layan acih nie..sambil ketawa2 ngan dia... kami catwalk sama2.. acih dah pandai pose tiap kali catwalk... sampai nak tejatuh2 time nak pose tu..huahahaha.... mama pon aper lagi..puji ler dia melambung2.. 'waaa..cantiknyerrr..waaa comelnyerrrr....pandainyer...' huh... tak tgk muker acih time dia tgh kembang-kempis tu...huahahahha... rasa nak pelempang jek...heheheh...

heheh..gambo ni x kontroversi kot..huahahha.. acih yg aku tau... mcm pengawas sekolah.. time buat salah sesama ngn gang dier..tp biler mengadu...dia betul...org lain yg buat salah..hahaha... acih yg aku tau jugak...sgtlah penyayang.. suker sgt salam/pelok orang eventough org tak moh salam dier or pelok dier... tp cara dia lah yg kadang tu kasar sikit... acih jugak sekarang ni sgtlah kuat merajuk pura2.... adoiiiii nie yg tak tahan nie... biler majuk jer mulut cemek2 lari gi tepi dinding sambil jenguk2 kita tgk dier ker tidak...dia tnggu jer orang panggil dier..pastu lariiii datang pelok ngn ayat 'sayang mama...sorry mama..x buat lagi mama'... (huh dah ratus kali..tp buat gak!!)Acih yang aku tau... sangatlah cerewet bab makan... dia boleh menelek makanan tu sampai juling2 mata...nak make sure x der mende halus pon yg pelik2 daun2 ker aper ker...

acih yang aku tau.... sangat close ngn papa dier... sumer girl pon rapat ngn papa kot?.. mebi papa rajin sgt melayan kerenah dia yg nak jadi otoman...nak jadik cicakman.. yg lompat2 atas badan papa dier kot... papa gak rajin angkat kasih kepala kebawah..bwk jln round satu umah mcm tu.. huhahah..mama nak buat camtu??? harus telepas kepala acih ke lantai..

Acih yang aku tau.... aku sayang bangat ama kamu!!!!!!

MY BABY U......................

My baby Acih when she is 4 days old..muker bolat mcm bola..huahaha..

cemana nak start?.. ni nak kata luahan perasaan tak gak..nak kata syahdu yer gak..uwaaaa... actually the right word is i'm confused!! huhuuu... glabah nyer aku!!

this morning i heard a gud news from a bestfriend of mine.. tatau ler good or bad news for me.. she said she is pregnant... waaaa congrats lah from me.. hehe..dalam pada aku sengih2 sampai tinga..tp dlm hati aku nie dok bersoal jawab gak.... heheheh..

last time kami peknan sesama due date pon sama!! 30 september 2005.. tp dia bersalin lewat sehari.. so anak dier lahir 1 Oct 2005.. best giler..sbb can share experience together.. aper lah aku nie..peknan pon nak sama2..

to be frank.. aku bukan ler jenis 'mak-mak' yg suke sgt layan budak2.. uwaaaa..kan dah pecah tembelang..tp tak ler bermaksud aku benci budak2.. saper tak sayang budak2 kecik... tp aku ni jenis cpt fade-up..aku x suker kalo melalak menjerit2 tak tau nak aper..mmg aku cpt naik hangin..pastu aku nie jenis strict sikit.. the way aku layan kasih pon.. ala2 garang gak..tp kalo aku baik... hehe baik gilos.. contoh lah..acih x moh mandi.. aku x der masa nak pujuk ratus2 kali.. sekali dua..dia tak nak dgr..aku angkat jer terus siram ngn air tanpa belas kesian.. amik toothbrush dier.. terus picit pipi dier.. gosok laju2.. muker aku pon x der prasaan.. melalak ler ngko kacih!!! jahat ker aku?? tak kan?? cuma aku x suker nak lambat2.. nak layan2.. kalo aku ckp.. x nak dgr.. mmg aku terus buat jer.. nangis ler mmg aku x layan..

eish..jgn ler plak korang takut kat aku biler aku dekat2 ngn anak2 korang pasnie... huahahha... harus arr korang cop aku mak tiri pasni.. aku mcm tu ngn anak aku jer... ngn anak org aku baikkkkkk jer.. hehe

so berbalik pada citer peknan nie.. it's not because i dont want a baby.. its just because i am not ready.. not for this time being.. kasih plak?? i dont know if she wants an adik or not..coz everytime i pretend that there is a baby in my stomach she will act that she is the baby..arghhh..boley plak mcm tu.. penat ckp kat dier.. sayang baby dlm perot nie.. nanti dia tujuk kat diri dia sendiri... 'ni baby mama'.. heheheh... suker ati lah acih..

ok lah..dah tak nak syahdu2..... 2008 is a year to enjoy!!!!! huahahah..(kan aku dah gelak syaiton) kiter enjoy dulu..... end of 2008..kalo dah terbuka pintu ati.. boleh ler try..hahaaaahah..

caca-marba story

haluuuu...

lama gilos dah tak update blog nie... sebenarnya sajer jer nak marah nie... sakit tul hatiku ini...jalan jam gilos pepagi sekarang ni... kelua umah kul 7.15 pagi.... nak anto acih lagik..sampai opis dah kul 8.05..kan ker dah merah punch card aku??? huhhhh memang hangin tul... ingatkan dok putrajaya sekangkang kera nak gi opis lek jer lah sbb dekat.. kalo mcm ni baik aku driving dari ampang pon leh sampai opis awal... BENGANG GILER OK!!

dah ler pepagi buta nak kejutkan pakcik tu susah bleh tahan... leh plak ada masa tambahan 'lagi 5 minit'... ramai sungguh dah org duduk kat putrajaya nie..keje pon kat sini..mau nyer tak jam?!! so pagi tadi aku pon amik ler inisiatip bangun awalkan lagi 5 minit... so kua umah kol 7.05 mcm tu..7.10 terus gerak...sekali tadi kul 7.40 pagi aku dah sampai opis...hampeh tul...awal gilos ler plak..

ada byk mende nak sembang2 kat sini arini... aritu mama aku baru balik from bandung..so belikan ler acih telekung... smalam acih solat ngn papa dier.. aku masak kat dapo... sekali tu dgr dorang tekekeh2 dlm bilik.. rupanyer radie citer... masa solat tu.. acih ler.. dok becakap2 ngn radie.. tak khusyuk ler mamat tu.. pastu dia tarik kain radie..nsb tak telucut.. tahan lagik... last sekali dah tahyat akhir tu.. acih pakai ler compact powder dier.. sekali lek jer dia gi make-up muker papa ngn bedak gak..kat idung..kat pipi..kat dahi... huahahahahha..terus batal semayang..dah kene buat balik...aper daaaa acih?

before raya haji ari tu.. kami dah 'tangkap' SLR d80 satu... huahah..tatau ler.. malas nak pikir2 lagik..grab jer satu..dah dok diam2 pastu... cekak ler sikit itu perut sbb budget sudah lari..huahaha...so far.. sangat ler satisfied ngn hasil nyer..eventhough kami budak baru belajo.. i like!! nasib baik x der tentangan keluarga nak angkat tu slr.. sbb bapakku juger suker camera..hehehe..takper..kami akan belajo pelan2... sbb cikgu ramai...thnx bangat kat zaimi+moon+sutan+poek yg memberi tunjuk ajar...

sampai disini dulu persembahan saya... nanti saya free saya conteng2 lagik kat sini...babai..

TAG

Name one person who made you laughed last night?
Rosyam nor…(was watching Iris last nite)..hehe.. (cemana aku nk kasi kaler pink ni mai?)

What were you doing at 0800?
running like hell to punch card (in the office)..

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
at my boss’s parking space..parked my car and put on lipstick..auwww..hehe

What happened to you in 2006?
bz wif my kasih aleeya…

What was the last thing you said out loud?
"so what if I don’t wanna cook??”

How many beverages did you have today?
a must have…nescafe in d morning..thats all..

What color is your hairbrush?
don’t know.. so many including kasih’s.. huhuuu..

What was the last thing you paid for?
my kueyteow ladna and 3 in 1 nescafe..

Where were you last night?
watching tv.. where else can I go wif a bz like hell hubby?arghhh tensenn gue..

What color is your front door?
Cream.. (I guess so?)

Where do you keep your change?
everywhere…

What's the weather like today?
hot..

What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Chocolate and vanilla..

What excites you?
Kasih Aleeya and lepaking..

Do you want to cut your hair?
I’m confused.. I don’t know what’s the best for me.. short? Long? I’m so damn lazy to take care of my own hair…huhhh

Are you over the age of 25?
I’m 28…

Do you talk a lot?
Sometimes I cant stop but sometimes I’m so quiet..

Do you watch the O.C.?
No

Do you know anyone named Steven?
Who’s steven?

Do you make up your own words?
No..no..no….

Are you a jealous person?
definitely not… I keep wondering why? Am I normal?

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Same with mai… must be ayue…

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Kasih..can arr?? She’s my daughter and she’s my friend...heheh aci ker?

Who's the first person on your received call list?
Anny…

What does the last text message you received say?
Alamak..i’ve deleted the last message..but I forgot who smsed me?

Do you chew on your straw?
Aiyo…no lah.. byk lagi mende lain nak chew..

Do you have curly hair?
I really wish but I don’t have..uwaaaa…

Where's the next place you’re going to?
Bandung? I guess so..

Who's the rudest person in your life?
ermmm..i cant think…

What was the last thing you ate?
Kueyteow ladna…

Will you get married in the future?
I don’t know… I cant see what will happen in the future…but for now..i’m married...

What's the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
None…(I’m not a movie lover)sleeping is my priority..

Is there anyone you like right now?
right now? Nope..in the past yes..

When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last nite..

Are you currently depressed?
huh… I guess yes.. I’m so depressed…

Did you cry today?
No…

Why did you answer and post this?
mai tagged me.. and I feel like sharing with her..auewwww…

Tag 5 people who would do this tag. (kalo rajin buat lah...)
I've nobody in my mind... sesaper lahhhh...heheheh