what a beautiful moment...

macam mak burung ngn anak burung pon ada.... nak feed acih mamam..hahahah..tenganga2 plak mulut acih nie... tak tau lah nk ckp macamana... love her so so so so so much..bile tgk acih sekarang...rasa mcm tak pecaya dia dah besar... acih yang aku tau..baju kelawar dia pon dah singkat..hehehe.. cptnyer acih?... mkn bijak becakap... tp kadang2 tegagap2 nak kelua ayat dari mulut dia..huahahha.. pastu hobby acih sekarang ber'cat walk' sambil jalan pegang pinggang..heheh..ni keje2 sewel ni mama yg ajo dier...huahhaha... sbb aku pon kadang suke jer layan acih nie..sambil ketawa2 ngan dia... kami catwalk sama2.. acih dah pandai pose tiap kali catwalk... sampai nak tejatuh2 time nak pose tu..huahahaha.... mama pon aper lagi..puji ler dia melambung2.. 'waaa..cantiknyerrr..waaa comelnyerrrr....pandainyer...' huh... tak tgk muker acih time dia tgh kembang-kempis tu...huahahahha... rasa nak pelempang jek...heheheh...

heheh..gambo ni x kontroversi kot..huahahha.. acih yg aku tau... mcm pengawas sekolah.. time buat salah sesama ngn gang dier..tp biler mengadu...dia betul...org lain yg buat salah..hahaha... acih yg aku tau jugak...sgtlah penyayang.. suker sgt salam/pelok orang eventough org tak moh salam dier or pelok dier... tp cara dia lah yg kadang tu kasar sikit... acih jugak sekarang ni sgtlah kuat merajuk pura2.... adoiiiii nie yg tak tahan nie... biler majuk jer mulut cemek2 lari gi tepi dinding sambil jenguk2 kita tgk dier ker tidak...dia tnggu jer orang panggil dier..pastu lariiii datang pelok ngn ayat 'sayang mama...sorry mama..x buat lagi mama'... (huh dah ratus kali..tp buat gak!!)Acih yang aku tau... sangatlah cerewet bab makan... dia boleh menelek makanan tu sampai juling2 mata...nak make sure x der mende halus pon yg pelik2 daun2 ker aper ker...

acih yang aku tau.... sangat close ngn papa dier... sumer girl pon rapat ngn papa kot?.. mebi papa rajin sgt melayan kerenah dia yg nak jadi otoman...nak jadik cicakman.. yg lompat2 atas badan papa dier kot... papa gak rajin angkat kasih kepala kebawah..bwk jln round satu umah mcm tu.. huhahah..mama nak buat camtu??? harus telepas kepala acih ke lantai..

Acih yang aku tau.... aku sayang bangat ama kamu!!!!!!

MY BABY U......................

My baby Acih when she is 4 days old..muker bolat mcm bola..huahaha..

cemana nak start?.. ni nak kata luahan perasaan tak gak..nak kata syahdu yer gak..uwaaaa... actually the right word is i'm confused!! huhuuu... glabah nyer aku!!

this morning i heard a gud news from a bestfriend of mine.. tatau ler good or bad news for me.. she said she is pregnant... waaaa congrats lah from me.. hehe..dalam pada aku sengih2 sampai tinga..tp dlm hati aku nie dok bersoal jawab gak.... heheheh..

last time kami peknan sesama due date pon sama!! 30 september 2005.. tp dia bersalin lewat sehari.. so anak dier lahir 1 Oct 2005.. best giler..sbb can share experience together.. aper lah aku nie..peknan pon nak sama2..

to be frank.. aku bukan ler jenis 'mak-mak' yg suke sgt layan budak2.. uwaaaa..kan dah pecah tembelang..tp tak ler bermaksud aku benci budak2.. saper tak sayang budak2 kecik... tp aku ni jenis cpt fade-up..aku x suker kalo melalak menjerit2 tak tau nak aper..mmg aku cpt naik hangin..pastu aku nie jenis strict sikit.. the way aku layan kasih pon.. ala2 garang gak..tp kalo aku baik... hehe baik gilos.. contoh lah..acih x moh mandi.. aku x der masa nak pujuk ratus2 kali.. sekali dua..dia tak nak dgr..aku angkat jer terus siram ngn air tanpa belas kesian.. amik toothbrush dier.. terus picit pipi dier.. gosok laju2.. muker aku pon x der prasaan.. melalak ler ngko kacih!!! jahat ker aku?? tak kan?? cuma aku x suker nak lambat2.. nak layan2.. kalo aku ckp.. x nak dgr.. mmg aku terus buat jer.. nangis ler mmg aku x layan..

eish..jgn ler plak korang takut kat aku biler aku dekat2 ngn anak2 korang pasnie... huahahha... harus arr korang cop aku mak tiri pasni.. aku mcm tu ngn anak aku jer... ngn anak org aku baikkkkkk jer.. hehe

so berbalik pada citer peknan nie.. it's not because i dont want a baby.. its just because i am not ready.. not for this time being.. kasih plak?? i dont know if she wants an adik or not..coz everytime i pretend that there is a baby in my stomach she will act that she is the baby..arghhh..boley plak mcm tu.. penat ckp kat dier.. sayang baby dlm perot nie.. nanti dia tujuk kat diri dia sendiri... 'ni baby mama'.. heheheh... suker ati lah acih..

ok lah..dah tak nak syahdu2..... 2008 is a year to enjoy!!!!! huahahah..(kan aku dah gelak syaiton) kiter enjoy dulu..... end of 2008..kalo dah terbuka pintu ati.. boleh ler try..hahaaaahah..

caca-marba story

haluuuu...

lama gilos dah tak update blog nie... sebenarnya sajer jer nak marah nie... sakit tul hatiku ini...jalan jam gilos pepagi sekarang ni... kelua umah kul 7.15 pagi.... nak anto acih lagik..sampai opis dah kul 8.05..kan ker dah merah punch card aku??? huhhhh memang hangin tul... ingatkan dok putrajaya sekangkang kera nak gi opis lek jer lah sbb dekat.. kalo mcm ni baik aku driving dari ampang pon leh sampai opis awal... BENGANG GILER OK!!

dah ler pepagi buta nak kejutkan pakcik tu susah bleh tahan... leh plak ada masa tambahan 'lagi 5 minit'... ramai sungguh dah org duduk kat putrajaya nie..keje pon kat sini..mau nyer tak jam?!! so pagi tadi aku pon amik ler inisiatip bangun awalkan lagi 5 minit... so kua umah kol 7.05 mcm tu..7.10 terus gerak...sekali tadi kul 7.40 pagi aku dah sampai opis...hampeh tul...awal gilos ler plak..

ada byk mende nak sembang2 kat sini arini... aritu mama aku baru balik from bandung..so belikan ler acih telekung... smalam acih solat ngn papa dier.. aku masak kat dapo... sekali tu dgr dorang tekekeh2 dlm bilik.. rupanyer radie citer... masa solat tu.. acih ler.. dok becakap2 ngn radie.. tak khusyuk ler mamat tu.. pastu dia tarik kain radie..nsb tak telucut.. tahan lagik... last sekali dah tahyat akhir tu.. acih pakai ler compact powder dier.. sekali lek jer dia gi make-up muker papa ngn bedak gak..kat idung..kat pipi..kat dahi... huahahahahha..terus batal semayang..dah kene buat balik...aper daaaa acih?

before raya haji ari tu.. kami dah 'tangkap' SLR d80 satu... huahah..tatau ler.. malas nak pikir2 lagik..grab jer satu..dah dok diam2 pastu... cekak ler sikit itu perut sbb budget sudah lari..huahaha...so far.. sangat ler satisfied ngn hasil nyer..eventhough kami budak baru belajo.. i like!! nasib baik x der tentangan keluarga nak angkat tu slr.. sbb bapakku juger suker camera..hehehe..takper..kami akan belajo pelan2... sbb cikgu ramai...thnx bangat kat zaimi+moon+sutan+poek yg memberi tunjuk ajar...

sampai disini dulu persembahan saya... nanti saya free saya conteng2 lagik kat sini...babai..

TAG

Name one person who made you laughed last night?
Rosyam nor…(was watching Iris last nite)..hehe.. (cemana aku nk kasi kaler pink ni mai?)

What were you doing at 0800?
running like hell to punch card (in the office)..

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
at my boss’s parking space..parked my car and put on lipstick..auwww..hehe

What happened to you in 2006?
bz wif my kasih aleeya…

What was the last thing you said out loud?
"so what if I don’t wanna cook??”

How many beverages did you have today?
a must have…nescafe in d morning..thats all..

What color is your hairbrush?
don’t know.. so many including kasih’s.. huhuuu..

What was the last thing you paid for?
my kueyteow ladna and 3 in 1 nescafe..

Where were you last night?
watching tv.. where else can I go wif a bz like hell hubby?arghhh tensenn gue..

What color is your front door?
Cream.. (I guess so?)

Where do you keep your change?
everywhere…

What's the weather like today?
hot..

What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Chocolate and vanilla..

What excites you?
Kasih Aleeya and lepaking..

Do you want to cut your hair?
I’m confused.. I don’t know what’s the best for me.. short? Long? I’m so damn lazy to take care of my own hair…huhhh

Are you over the age of 25?
I’m 28…

Do you talk a lot?
Sometimes I cant stop but sometimes I’m so quiet..

Do you watch the O.C.?
No

Do you know anyone named Steven?
Who’s steven?

Do you make up your own words?
No..no..no….

Are you a jealous person?
definitely not… I keep wondering why? Am I normal?

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Same with mai… must be ayue…

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Kasih..can arr?? She’s my daughter and she’s my friend...heheh aci ker?

Who's the first person on your received call list?
Anny…

What does the last text message you received say?
Alamak..i’ve deleted the last message..but I forgot who smsed me?

Do you chew on your straw?
Aiyo…no lah.. byk lagi mende lain nak chew..

Do you have curly hair?
I really wish but I don’t have..uwaaaa…

Where's the next place you’re going to?
Bandung? I guess so..

Who's the rudest person in your life?
ermmm..i cant think…

What was the last thing you ate?
Kueyteow ladna…

Will you get married in the future?
I don’t know… I cant see what will happen in the future…but for now..i’m married...

What's the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
None…(I’m not a movie lover)sleeping is my priority..

Is there anyone you like right now?
right now? Nope..in the past yes..

When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last nite..

Are you currently depressed?
huh… I guess yes.. I’m so depressed…

Did you cry today?
No…

Why did you answer and post this?
mai tagged me.. and I feel like sharing with her..auewwww…

Tag 5 people who would do this tag. (kalo rajin buat lah...)
I've nobody in my mind... sesaper lahhhh...heheheh

X-REL

today, after i viewed ayue's blog.. feel like i wanna start blogging again..kahkahkah.. sbb ada story to be shared with friends... who's very close to me tau lahhh aper citer... it's all about X-Rel... today is 30th May 2007... and the important day is just round d corner.. it's my final x-rel.. went for an audition long time ago.. in March if im not mistaken.. that time radie just finished shooting for 2nd episode of x-rel.. KALAH ok!! heheh... so when i got the chance to attend the audition of x-rel.. i didnt miss the chance.. anny was in my mind!! i know she's the best partner for this kind of games... and she proved it!! we went for the audition.. so many stupid questions.. and we did answer it.. told her to really be ourself.. dont pretend.. and the fact is mmg ktorang ni bodo2, kelaka2 sikit.. very d sporting.. no matter what they wanted us to do.. they asked me to sing.. hello???.. i never sing infront of people ok?! but i did it.. i sang 'kenangan terindah' by samsons... huahahh.. semangat siot.. they asked anny to dance.. and she dance like org gila...kahkah... guess what..semua ketawa pecah perot!! they said they need characters.. and we have it.. yeayyyyy after a few days..we received a call from them...asking us to come for briefing session..... yahooo..masuk tv..heheeh..(glabah nyer aku!!)

28th March is our turn... i took leave.. and be at KL Central (Starting point).. Awal is the host.. hehe..comel gak Awal nie..there are 3 teams including us.. and we decided to name our team as REDAH!! sbb x leh letak nama omputih.. program tv1 babe... so no matter what we will just redah...heheh.. so meh nak story pasal 1st round of x-rel..

28 March 2007 (1st round)

we started at KL Central.. and the other teams are 'JANTANSSS' ok... we are the only female team... we got the first task..we have to go to PWTC and eat...guess what?? ni ala2 fear factor ok!! tengkuk ayam, tongkeng ayam, telur ikan, sotong katak yg kaler itam siap ink2 lagik!! yg hanya direbus ala2 sahaja ok.... there we gooo.. before that we've to x-change train at Masjid Jamek.. and we're not allowed to use escalator..only stairs.. mcm nk tecabut kaki aku!!.. eating time..haha.. telan,,telan dan telan.. sampai nak muntah..tp ku tahan!!.. after we finished the task..we got the 2nd task.. now we hv to go to tmn jaya station and run to ampcorp mall..buat kapal terbang kertas... aper lagik... lariiiii.. after we finished that task we got the 3rd task..now we've to go to Central Market and search for Pn. Khalijah.. they only gave her name.. bayangkan arr.. meraban carik satu CM.. rupanya we've to sell packs of kerepek..kelam kelibut jual..luckily we sold them to kakak2 who ate at secret recipe..thank you kak!!! hehe.. then ran and ran to complete the last task.. we ran from CM to Masjid Jamek.. disitulah aku pancit dgn teroknyer!! huahah.. for ur guys info.. 3 teams compete giler baban.. till task 4.. we've to go to pasar dato' keramat and as usual searching for someone named shukri.. giler ker??pasar tu kan besar?..mcm org gila lagi skali mencari... at last we found en. shukri..jual roti canai ghopernyer.. we tried our best to beat the other teams during buat roti canai.. and alhamdulilah we finished making our very cute roti canai faster than them.. aper lagi... cabut...(finishing at station bandaraya, sogo) penat jgn ckp arrr.. mcm nk mati!!.. naik train, go to masjid jamek to change to STAR... giler nyer nervous masa nie.. anytime dorang leh sampai.. luckily the train came (the 2 teams were downstairs buying tickets okkk!!) and we won episode 5 n qualified to go to semifinal..... to be frank, we're so damn proud because we are the only female team qualified to go to semifinal.. there are all 9 teams.. (jgn pandang rendah kat pompuan okkk!!)

14th May 2007 (Semifinal)

as usual started at KL Central...the other 2 teams are all the macho2 men..encem2..gegarrr siott... the first task-go to singing shop at ampcorpmall-.. ran and ran.. first2 dah kantoi..ticket aku ilang!! boley?.. i think i didnt take it back.. i just insert the ticket..bodo tul aku.. tp ok kat tmn jaya station dorang lepaskan jer ktorang pegi... as we reached singing shop.. we were asked to choose one song (duet) and we've to practice with a professional vocal teacher.. then we've to perform in front of 3 judges, infront of all the participants, the cameraman, the directors..kepala hotak dia!! i never sing infront of people ok.. during practice the teacher always said..no, ur pitching is out!! no, not high note..low note pls.. u cannot sing...u've to listen carefully with ur left ear... (kalo korang jadi aku, korang pressure tak??).. i feel down, down down....till i feel like 'what the f_ck is going on here??? this is not a singing contest,, i just wanna run and win this game..i dont wanna sing!! but whatever it is i must do it for our team.. sorry anny... hehe..the teacher asked us to changed to other song..so from Jika-Melly we changed to Teman tapi Mesra - Ratu.. the simplest song (kata org tu lah) bagi aku susah gak!! i was so emotionally depressed.. we had fight (me and anny).. and i end up crying.. nangis sambil gaduh ok.. semua kat situ dah takut ngan kitorang.. cameraman plak x melepaskan peluang shoot muka aku yg cantikkkk ni tgh nangis!!! u guys jgn tak tgk nanti.. rugi!! bkn senang nk tgk aku nangis..huahahha...after the 2 teams finished singing (they are superb ok.. sedap giler..aku tak tipu) lagi ler memberi tekanan kat aku!!! siolll tul... then our turn came.. i sing like hell.. bodo giler.. the judges asked them to stop the music..and we need to practice again with our vocal teacher.. aku mcm buat muka ceria.. 'ok thank you'..malu malu... and team lain dah blah... penalty about 10-15 minutes.. huuhuu.. pas dah perform 2nd time baru we got 2nd task.. aku ngan anny x betegur.. buat hal masing2.. arghhh aku tension.. we went back to kl central and took komuter to go to kl station..we met 1 team at kl central.. yeayyy.. (ada chance) hehe.. kl komuter we were asked to finish 9 politerin full of watermelon.. logik ke?? pastu kene finish a cup per person limau diblend ngan kulit, asam jawa, halia..ntah aper haram lagi tah.. pelan2 kayuh.. dah kene tinggal lagi.. dorang dah blah.. 3rd task, we ve to go to Jln masjid india kena buat kalung bunga india kat stall kat sana.. to make it short.. we beat them during buat bunga.. lariiiii mcm org giler..tecicir our cameraman and team director.. we've to go from masjid jamek station to kelana jaya station and take feeder bus to cineleisure/the curve.. we left them yahoooo... sampai station feeder bus to x der bus nk jalan.. panic mcm pompuan giler.. anytime dorang sampai.. aper lagiiii..we asked the driver to go.. (u know girls have power in things like this..hehe)so sampai ler kat last task main saidina bapak nyer besar.. the rules are we've to buy lands, 4 houses and 1 hotel.. aku baling dadu anny begerak.. from tapak ke tapak.. after we bought 4 houses,, the 2 teams came.. arghh..ktorang jadik pompuan giler lagi.. tetekan!!! dah baling nyer baling.. rezki kami kot.. kami berjaya beli hotel kat tapak rumah tu... lariiiiii lagi carik finishing.. awal was ready waiting for us.. panik siot.. carik tak jumpa plak!! at last jumpa lahhhh.. Alhamdulilah.. we proved that we as women can take the challenged and we won..

we were qualified to go to the very last stage..FINAL... we've to beat men again.. final date is on the 11th June.. pray for us.. wish us luck.. we'll do our very best.. but we will not underestimate the other teams..we know that they are gud, they are just like us, full of spirits.. it's only luck and effort.. the final will be much challenging than before.. we've to be mentally n physically ready.. InsyaAllah..

-APOCALYPTO-

last nite we were watching movie... (dvd).. Mel Gibson's story.. mmg superb habis.. i give 5/5 star!!! citer APOCALYPTO... kasih pon tak kelip2 mata..till the end of the story tau dia tgk..filla mmg risau giler..sbb citer tu mmg ganas giler..stok pancung2 cabut jantung.. makkkk!!! how could i let my doter watch that kind of movie?.. tp mmg BEST BEST BEST!!!... u guys check it out..rugi x tgk.. hehehe..
pastu dulu smalam just to pamper myself..i bought a phillips hair curler (8 in 1) wahhh gitewww..heheh.. no big deal once in a while kiter nak memanjerkan diri kite... asik sibuk masak, kain..umah..anak..hubby..huhhh.. letih!! smlm try gak ler straight kan rambut.. kasih dok usha jerk..hehehe..
tetiba lak teringat kat kasih.. aper lah... i miss u ler kasih..hehe.. ntahler.. i'm not kinda manja2 sgt ngan kasih.. tp sayang.. saper lah tak sayang anak?? kasih lately byk prangai dah.. tp so mencuit hatiku ini..heheh.. sometimes..biler filla x layan dia.. dia bediri pastu tetiba dia bediri senget2 mcm org tempang tu..siap buat mimik muka, mata pandang atas mulut sengetlah..ntah aper2..(try buat kelaka ler tu)..tp mmg so funny lah!!! pastu kita gelak dia pon suker lah..heheh..
kasih dok dlm umah suker pakai kasut.. boley??? ko ingat ko anak mat salleh ker?? pakai kst dlm umah!!..radie belikan dia yellow boots kat carboot sale..clerks..baru rm15!! heh.. itu ler yg dia sibuk pakai.. sampai tido ok??? jgn ler cuba2 nak bukak..kecuali dia dah btl2 tido!!! she loves playing with balloons, balls, spoon, hanger, mangkuk.. i dont know why she has no interest kat teddy bear... (ini ikut prangai aku ler nie)

FILLA SEDIH

hari ni mmg hari yg membengangkan... rasa nak hangin jerk satu badan... tp tak tau pasal aper.. smlm gi hantar kasih kat umah nenek dia kat Shah Alam.. sbb nenek rindu sesangat.. sian plak..so gi ler hantar..at least she can spend more time with nenek dier... kalo x kejap sgt..x puas!!excited giler dia ngan cousin2 dier.. main jer.. mama ngan papa nak balik pon senang jer..dia salam, dia kiss n dia bye... tp muka mcm blur skit.. berbelah bagi ker??? heheheh..
sampai jek umah putrajaya ada 'sesi membengangkan diri'... so boring jerk lah.. adusssss.... mlm ni plak dok lagi sengsorang.. papa kasih ada bola plak... adusss lagi sekali.... kalo kasih ada, ok gak.. ni kang..aku ni dah ler jenis penakut leh tahan... kang aku dok umah.. layan tv... mesti volume tu aku kuatkan.. pastu ada jek iklan2 yg mcm serammm sikit..cpt2 aku tkr channel.. leh gitu???... filla...fillaaaaa....(trok tul)
hari ni friday, semua aku plan x jadik..sedih ler nie.. tu yg tebawak2 bad mood aku nieh... rasa nak balik x nak keje pon ada gak nieh... MALASSSSSSSSSS...

hello bloggerss..

feel like i wanna start updating my blog again..dah kelua labah2 dah blog nie!!.. x tau kenapa hari ni rasa mcm syahdu jer.. sbb cuaca kot?? sejuk jer?.. i was thinking about my life.. in d past n in d future.. what am i gonna be in 10 yrs time?.. is my hubby still with me? how many children do i have? will i gain more n more weight?? arghh..
i am so lucky to live in this world, to share my life with radie and my kasih.. aku bersyukur sgt.. i know i'm not that 'good' to actually have them in my life..

'my radie'
*we never declare our love*we're bestfriends*dont know wheter he loves me more or i love him more(????)*imagine, we forgot our last year wedding anniversary!! i dont know who must be blamed.. coz we both forgot!!!oohhh??!!*he's a bad listener!!*a bit rough..*fussy*simple*mulut laser(i'm d only one yg could listen to him, pompuan lain confirm x thn)*very outspoken*adventurous*creative*the way he thinks definetely different from others(huhu..monster aper??)*he never show his love but i know he do care bout me(ada ke org x sayang bini?)..hehe*he knows what he wants, what he's doing and he dont care what people say bout him*

'me'
*i'm confused..alwiz n alwiz..*radie is not my first love, but he's d one who understands me better than any other guys in this whole world*i dont like complicated situation...will alwiz make things simple n easy...dont like to think.. (i'm a lazy mama)...*get bored easily*adventurous*giler*gambler*slalu kene tekanan prasaan..heheh*alhamdulilah jarang sgt gaduh ngan radie.. but when we fight.. it'll take only 5 to 30 minutes(x betegur)!! not more than that..(filla ni baik tau.. x suker gaduh lamer2 buang karennnn..x kuasa nak pujuk n kene pujuk)untung awak pa... heheh*there are certain things happened in my life that i cannot forget..trying very hard to forget but i just cant..*stubborn giler2 nyer*

-Army Wannabe-

sorry..its been a long time i didnt update my blog.. not bcoz im lazy, but the problem of updating it... so i gotta skip lot of stories, but u guys can still read it in my fotopages.. :)
i'm going to attend a course on 15 till 18th sept.. and the location.. again n again..LANGKAWI..damn!!.. boring giler.. but this time not a secretarial course, it's organized by our department... tah aper yg best buat jejauh cenggitu?.. inputnyer zero gak..huhu.. beli coklat jer lebih!!...and dont worry kasih, mama will send you to SA and Ampang.. so u can enjoy your day with both of your atuk+nenek and wan+atuk.. and of course your lovely cousins... hehehe..
As we will celebrate raya in 2 months, we bought blouses and pants for kasih..heheh.. puasa pon lom lagi.. dah kecoh ngan baju raya kenit.. kasih still cant stand up properly.. menggeletar jer lutut tu..hehe.. but i dnt really mind eventhough other babies as her age dah leh jalan.. but i do believe every baby is different and special... kasih talk a lot... ok lah tu..
tp filla pening bila kasih asyik demam baik demam baik.. selang seli lak?.. is it okay to take medicine all the time?? (dah about 1 month kasih dok makan ubat demam) anybody can advice me?? tp dia still active..Alhamdulilah...

kasih loves her new pants.. sumer kata mcm army

rocking chair

last weekend me and radie went to carboot sale at Shah Alam.. kasih aper lagi..tinggal lah ngan nenek SA dier.. heheh.. jalan punya jalan we found a very cute rocking chair.. just nice for kasih.. then my hubby asked the price.. the girl said... 20 ringgit.. me and hubby asked her again..we thought it's 70 ringgit.. the girl repeat..20 ringgit bang!!.. wah aper lagi.. buat muka biasa2 jerk.. radie siap tawar lagi.. 15 tak dpt ker?? dia bagi rm18... mak aiiii.. aper lagi terus angkut ler..hihihi.. luckily,, kasih loves it!! heheh.. tgk ler aksi budak kampung ni tidooooo...zzzZZzzz..

dengan mata tak tutup plak tu!!!

dapnyer tido.. tu ler bantal peluk busyuk kasih

Kasih's nursery

as promised, here are some pictures of kasih's nursery for ila and friends... taken from hubby's phone camera.. boleylahhh.. tp ceria tak nursery nie?? ok kan?...hihihi...

kat tempat main2

in her room

kat green wall tu tempat depa tgk tv.. ha... kat carpet merah ni tempat kasih and friends main..byk tu mainan dlm bakul..that's why everytime mama dtg nak amik kasih, dia buat dont know kat mama diaaaa..huhuuuu..so, to whoever yg plan nak send their babies u better do alot of surveys... choose the best nursery.. mmg x de nursery yg boley jaga anak kita as good as kita jaga.. but at least!!.. i found out that this nursery mmg bersih jerkkk selalu.. very creative.. and pengasuh dia kemas n lawa jer... hehehe.. walo pun anakku selalu selsema, demam n mcm2 lagilah.. nak wat camno.. dah bercampur camtu ler jadiknyer... tp bersyukur jugak.. think it positively lah.. biar dia be an independent girl... muachhh kasih...

It's SALE..SALE..SALE...

went shopping with radie and kasih yesterday.. took leave and went to klcc..actually we planned to buy something for mama, my FIL and my SIL.. (belated birthday presents)..but we end up buying kasih's jacket...huhuuu..again!!!..but radie yg beria2 sgt.. heheh.. i like it too!!! and this is the last stock (for 12Y lahh) yg lain beso sikit... come have a look and what will u rate??

kasih with her new guess jacket...mcm back to 60's plak..

do u thinks it's weird to see baby girl wearing this??

i dont care, coz my mom wears it too!!! hihihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

Mc Donald's Alamanda

memula ingatkan nak belaja papa ngan kasih kat Pizza hut... tp crowded giler... and have to wait for 1/2 an hour... so we changed our mind.. so gi lah mkn kat Mc D jerrrkk.. jimat duit mama..huhuuuu.. look at my healthy sweety kasih... heheh.. kasih mmg suka gi jln2 kat alamanda.. tp last few weeks kasih asyik demam.. so kasih x leh kua umah!!!.. heheheh.. sowiii yer?
semalam gi shopping ngan my office mates pastu jumpa ayue at subang parade... went shopping.. i dont mind buying clothes for my kasih..especially this carnival sale..i'm going crazyyy..hahah..x per receipt simpan..nanti leh claim ngan papa dia..huhuuukkk..sardis nyer..tp we must shopping smartly.. tul tak yue?? hehe.. i grabbed the 40% less items instead of yang 30% discount...i bought 1 long sleeve shirt from guess, 5 cute t-shirts from mothercare, 5 pairs socks at mothercare, 1 cute pink dress (w.o.cartoons), 2 shirts and 2 pants at (woc)... for only rm200.... ok tak??? am i a smart shopper???? well i guess yeahhh...

ala ala sopan nyerrr

who's kasih aleeya??? "MEEEEEE"

nak aper nie?...

nursery

arini chatting ngan member kat parcel E.. her friend send her son in the same nursery ngan kasih gak.. she told me.. kalo mak budak tu dtg tgk anak dia during lunch time, kasih suka gi kat budak tu.. pastu anak dia jealous tolak kasih...huhuuuuu... cedihnyerr..tp tak ler sampai jatuh..biasalah budak2 sure jealous sikit.. mcm menumpang kasih plak kasih nie...siannyer anak mama nie.. filla bukan aper..saja je x nak gi tgk dia during lunch time..nanti kalo dia dah biasa..susah plak..expecting jer mama dia dtg..kan susah??..pastu x sampai ati nak tnggalkan dia balik... kalo amik time balik tu lain lah,, terus amik..
tp as a mother, biler kita byngkan.. sedih gakkan??..hehe aku ni dah teremotional plak?!!.. eh, sejak dah baik cirit birit ngan demam ni kasih mkn ngada...everytime i wanna clip her nail..dia confirm jerit2.. eh melawan plak??!!!.. pastu last nite gi kedai..bli vitagen yg grape tu.. bagi lah dia.. YaAllah.. suka giler.. siap nangis2 jerit2 biler x bagi.. takut gak telebih2 kang skt perot plak.. bila sorok, siap mencari.. eishh tu yg tak tahan tu.. pastu ari tu radie mkn twisties.. dah buat hal lagi dia.... menjerit2 nak twisties!!!!.. blehh tahan gak budak nie.. piat tinga tu kang!!.. hari tu dah tetonggeng jatuh tilam!! ktorang tak pakai katil lagi.. katil kat ampang.. so tilam je lah.. selalu pandai turun kaki dulu.. padahal filla tgh lipat kain atas tilam tu.. dia tetonggeng pastu muka tesembam kat lantai... menangis tak hingatttt.. eiishh risau giler.. tgk x de apa2.. tp pastu bibir atas dia bengkak!!! sexy gituuuu..huhuuuuu..fav dia skrg suka gi kat freezer.. pastu dukung letakkan muka dia kat fridge atas tu.. tesengehhh2.. konon2 sejuk lah tu.. tonyoh muka tu kat ikan baru tau!!!!..
itu ler kasih skrg.... byk pe'el and ragam... nak ikut ckp dia je.. papa dia kata sebijik mcm mama dia!!!..eh??!! yer ker?? papa dia pon lebeh kureng gaksss..itu jerlah entry arinie.. boring ke?? x tau nak wat aper..so post je lah entry nie...

-FAMILY DAY-

it's been a long time i didnt update this blog.. bz ke? x gak... heheh..'M' lah tu.. well x de crita.. cuma last weekend kiter celebrate birthday mama, father-in-law (9 July).. and buat sekali Kak Liza.. heheh.. selalu mmg mcm tu.. ikut bulan, then kumpul kan sekali.. save budget..we bought satay samuri kajang.. my SIL brought durian cake, my mom brought bubur kacang durian, my MIL buat laksa penang.. my biras bawak fruits..
malam lepak tgk AF konsert..hehe.. i'm not into it sbnrnya..boring..tp bile dah ramai, best gak..tp masa tu Kasih msh x sihat lagi.. now dah baik dah.. thanks to my family members..
Kasih skrang ni dah makin active..lega mama tgk dia dah recover.. tp susut sikit..tp dah besar mcm ni best gurau ngan kasih.. sbb dia faham.. if we scream, she'll scream back.. lagi2 kalo tgk iklan AOWA.. yg pompuan tu jerit..heheh.. one more iklan yg little boy tu nak melintas..(kanak-kanak tidak dpt mengagak jarak kenderaan)heheh.. tau tak??..hehe.. dia suka ikut budak tu jerit..

mama's fav pic (my sexy girl)

ramai nyer anak mama

me bz cutting d cake

-naughty kids tp cayang gak-

Shidot & Jay's twins....

first of all congratulations to our dear friend Shahida a.k.a. Shidot...hehe.. shidot ni is our old friend.. our (me and mai) ex-house mate kat mahligai sec.9 Shah Alam.. who's married to her beloved hubby now.. Mr. JayJay.. (encem guy)..hihi..lama gak depa ni fall in love..kami2 ni ler saksinyer.... very loyal.. shidot very d manja one tau!!..
First pregnancy Dot dulu dia misscariage.. mungkin ada hikmahnyer..now dpt sekali 2..beshnyerrrr.hencem plak tu... sorang Emir Aqif, and the other one is Emir Afiq. Actually these pics grabbed from mai's blog..heheh.. x bawak cameralah, radie ada bola, so dia bawak... huhuhhh..

happy kan?

'we are twins.....'

handsome kan?? dot, reserve satu for kasih ok tak??age doesn't matterlah..hehe

mommies & babies FP gathering at Anna's place...

9 July 2006 - is our 1st FP gathering for mommies & babies & daddies.. so happening.. just imagine anna's house turns to nursery!!! huahha.. so many toys for kasih to play with..(i've planned to buy one..hehe.. comey lah fisher-price anna yg kasih main tu..)..that green turtle tu.. sabar yer kasihhh...heheh..

Thank you very much to our organizer (Anna & family).. who were very nice n humble.. nice place Anna!!!.. and we're neighbours now..heheh (dan dan jerrrkk).. varieties of food, thanks to mommies who bought the delicious food for us...heheh.. nyesal x mkn byk..sbb excited sgt tgk babies ramai..heheh..

Thanks to our photographer too.. Aji yer?..nice pic bro!!!..not to forget, hubby Ila, Zaimi, and others who contribute their pic in their FP... can i call it contribute?? hahaha.. thanks alot..

To zizie, anna, anne, moon, ila, azie and mommies yg filla x sempat nak tgr that time, nice meeting you!!!! eh, tp ramai yg kiter baru bekenalan lps balik dari gathering..heheheh.. mcm Mommy Rae...(jejak kasih gak tu...) my ex-schoolmate dulu ghopernyer...hehe..

Eh.. dah mcm dpt award plak??!!heheh.. overall.. the gathering mmg best!!!!

kasih-filla-radie

pa and kasih

anak dara mama

-fenriz with zizie- kasih wif mama-

-meriah-

PD's pictures

these are some PD's picture.. malasnyerrr nak upload...

minah garpu..hehe

mama tak sihat

-yiiihaaaa-

cejukkkkk...grrrrrr..

kasih dah start nak demam

but she's still able to do this..heheh

family trip to PD...

radie has promised to bring me and kasih for holiday....and he made it!! yeayyy... keje hubby pon dah kurang sikit, so we think this is the right time for us to rest without preassure..hehe... yerlah radie slalu blk midnight..kadang tak blk.. bestnyerrrrr...bab2 surveying ni just give it to me... i know what to do, where to find.. huahahah..
setelah mentelaah hotel2 and resort2 yg ada, we decided to go to Port Dickson.. the nearest.. sbb our main point is to rest, so tak nak lerrr spend time berejam2 driving..lagi letih kang... so, setelah view sana sini through internet, i decided to choose corus paradise resort port dickson.. mcm best jerrrk?! dlm gambo lerrr.. teruja lah niee.. hehe.. dlm internet kata rm160nett.. so filla pon gatal2 call, asking bout the rate.. dia kata actually rm158nett pernight for weekdays only.. pastu filla kata, if i'm a gov servant?? she said, if you bring your ID card, we'll give you rm110nett pernight (weekdays)... wahhhhhh.. i'm so damn excited bout it!!.. murah tuu!! kat internet kalo weekends rm250nett pernight... pastu receptionist tu kata i can get rm150nett for weekend!!! aper lagi, call ler my hubby radie, dia kata... apa lagi.. kita booking 2 nite.. hahahhh.. we planned to stay just 1 nite sebeno nyer.. yerlah mls nk membazir.. byk lagi benda yg boleh buat dgn duit tu.. tp dah rezeki, grab jer lah... masa tu gak rasa bersyukur sgt that i'm a gov. servant.. dulu x suker,,, now suker plak!!..heheheh...
so to friends yg will attend the gathering on 9th, sms me ok?? mai ler tu... inform me ok.. InsyaAllah will attend Aisy's kenduri gak kat Shah Alam on the Saturday tu.. but the prob now is Mimie.. dah bersalin ker masa tu yerk?? hari tu mai bersalin filla attend a course at langkawi, now mimie, filla kat PD lak... iskkkkkkk..heheheh.. x pe.. nanti leh adjust..

Attending Damia's Birthday Party

Damia is the eldest among baby2 lain...Damia's birthday is on 30th June.. tp to make it easy for friends to celebrate, mama dia buat 1st of July.. x sempat nak amik Damia's pic, battery low, terus hbs!!!.. u guys leh suh mai update her blog cpt2.. sonok dpt kumpul ramei2...
oh yer.. this morning, me and radie sent kasih to the nursery..nak puaskan hati, biar my hubby check it out sendiri.. sempat signal kat hubby suh amik gambo using his phone.. Ila kata nak tgk yer?.. tp gambo nanti filla upload k?.. sampai2 jer nursery tu, baby sitter yg will take care of kasih nanti terus amik kasih.. dukung bawak jln2 round nursery.. kasih ok plak..hehe.. blur kot ngan new environment.. al-maklumlah.. kengkawan ramai.. teruja ler dia.. nama mama nursery dia tu Dawi.. ada 2 org pengasuh yg akan duduk jaga budak2 tu.. so gang kasih yg sebaya ada 5 org.. campur kasih dah 6.. tomorrow my friend Jeeja will send her daughter Dina.. so semua 7 org.. i want kasih to be an independent girl, communicate with friends, learning.. Wan dia pun suke gak eventhough dia sedih.. gud for her kata dia.. betul.. we want the best for Kasih..
Tadi filla called nursery, Dawi kata kasih ok, dah mandi, mkn and now tgh main.. heheh.. tanya Dawi, Kasih nangis tak?.. dia kata nangis masa mandi jer.. aik???!! me pelik gak?.. so i asked Dawi, mandi air sejuk yeh?.. dia kata a'ah.. dia tanya plak.. oohh kasih biasa mandi air suam ker??.. it's my fault gak,, forgot to mention them... x per lah...
Nanti mama gi amik kasih kul 5 nie ok?? mama tak tgk lah this lunch time....nanti kasih will expect me to come every lunch time.... susahhhh..

Kasih Aleeya

nak tiup ker? x yah ler..mama takut belon..hehe

mcm budak nerd jerk?

found a good nursery..

i was so excited yesterday.. i found a good nursery for kasih at parcel E..located near alamanda..heheh.. tp rasanya nursery tu is under kementerian air dan tenaga komunikasi kot?.. mcm ni citer dia sebenarnya... 2 weeks ago, me dah call nursery yg nak hantar kasih.. (kat dlm parcel D gak).. org nursery tu kata ok, pengasuh baru dah masuk, so x de prob langsunglah.. so confirm lah nak masukkan kasih.. pastu my office mate Jeeja dpt kuarters, so dia pon nak try tanya kalo ada lagi kosong kat tempat yg filla nak anto kasih tu.. i asked her to call nursery tu.. sekali org yg promised nak amik kasih tu kata nursery tu penuh.. it's ok lah kalo penuh, jeeja is just asking.. if the answer is no, no lah... sekali dia blh kata filla pun x dpt.. aku nyer hangin satu badan!!!! dah lah nak move putrajaya in 1 week time.. siooott jer.. i grabbed the phone from my friend jeeja, and asked her why i didnt get, dia pon kata penuh, dia kata sorry sgt.. heran kan?????.. aku cool down, kata x pelah... sbb in my office nie, ada sorang ni kecoh giler.. dia anto anak dia kat nursery.. dah 2 anak dia.. yg last tu baya2 kasih.. dia ada prob ngan sumer org.. masalah mental/menipu/gossip/mcm bagus.. semua dialah yg terror.. pastu baru2 nie dia ada prob ngan jeeja tu.. aku pon tekena lah tempiasnyer sama.... dia plak baik giler ngan org nursery tu.. so biler dipikir2 balik mcm x sedap ati nak anto kasih kat nursery tu.. yelah hati org kita tak tau.. ini bukan main2.. kita nak anto anak tuuu.. buatnyer dia citer apa2 yg tak tentu pasal kat pengasuh2 tu, habis anak aku!!!! budak ni plak kalo org tak tau prangai dia, sumer org leh pecaya apa dia ckp.. tp org2 kat opis dah msk ngan prangai pompuan niee... di pendekkan citer... lps dah nursery tu kata x dpt, smlm filla gi survey nursery kat parcel E.. went there with my friend jeeja.

mmg puas hati giler tgk nursery dia.. very professional.. sistematic..compared with nursery yg filla x dpt tu.. tuhan tu kaya, stiap sesuatu tu mesti ada sebab... Alhamdulilah.. i want the best for kasih, and i dont mind to pay more.. rm200 every month kat nursery ni, registration fee rm30, takaful insurance rm10 a year.. so mula2 kene byr rm240.. pastu monthly rm200.. ok what???.. boss dia nama kak shima.. duduk subang jaya.. her english is very good.. tu yg suka tu, at least dia can communicate in english with anak2 kiter.. hihiiii.. pastu dia ni knowledgable jugak.. educated.. dia citer dia dulu work with americans.. so she knows very well how the people treat their children.. dia nak latih anak supaya be independent mcm anak omputih.. jgn lembik, sikit2 nangis.. hehehe.. pasatu dia siap told us, diorang akan prepare porridge.. kalo fish, only tenggiri!! wahhh bulat ler kasih mkn ikan mahal..hihi.. dia tak nak ikan lain, tkt budak allergy..pastu selang seli, potato, chicken, vege.. dia suka lebih kan protein kata dia.. i didnt expect that much actually, tp biler dah dia sendiri yg ckp mcm tu.. kita apa lagi.. suker gile lahh.. pastu dia kata dia ni outspoken,, so apa2 direct je.. very professional kan?? dia siap tuliskan what to bring.. bottle, how many pampers a day, mcm2lah dia citer.. filla pon ckp ler kasih tu petpet sensitif.. dia kata ok, she'll take note.. wahhh sukernya kiterrrr.. tp x tau ler.. jgn suka2 sgt, takut biler kita dah expect more, nanti x jadi gitu, jadi lain plak... tp dia mmg suka budak,, bila borak2 ngan filla n jeeja, dia asyik tunjuk and panggil2 budak2 baya kasih tu.. dia siap bagi nick names kat budak2 tu.. ada yg nama 'sumo',, hehe,, ada yg nama 'abg cik'.. cute kan??.. i'm very2 satisfied..Alhamdulilah ada hikmah nyer x dpt kat sini.. monday ni nak hantar kasih.. to Ila, kalo nak cari nursery, kita kene survey2 byk2 sikit.. pilih yg the best.. bkn takat dia jaga jer, tp tempat yg our baby can learn.. filla pon x tau nie.. sbb ckp jer, lom anto lagi.. x pe.. will update aper citer kat nursery tu nanti..hehehehe...

my new mini skirt!!!

last weekend, went out with radie and kasih.. bought new jeans and skirt at mothercare subang parade.. the skirt and the jeans are too large for kasih, but u know me... heheh..takper...boley jer...hehe..lama sikit blh pakai,, jgn membazir!!!.. she's growing up so fast.. she learns so many things this week.. amazing..good job girl...u go girl!!! KASIH!! KASIH!!KASIH!!.. eh eh?!.. mcm lumba lari plak?..

23 june - kasih jatuh from her stroller kat umah.. padan muker...lasak sgt.. begolek mcm nangka busuk..aper lagi uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. heheh.. good as a lesson for her.. tak sampai 1/2
jam dia terantuk kat coffee table plak..uwaaaaaa.. nangis lagiiii.. (not to forget, thank you to aunty natra for being my baby sitter from morning till noon.. hihi.. )

24 june - kasih leh turun naik tilam tebal tu... tilam vono gitu...heheh.. what is so kelakar is, bila dia nak turun dari tilam, dia jenguk dulu,, pastu dia pikir bahaya turun kepala
dulu, pastu dia pusing.. dia reverse,, dia turun kaki dulu!!! huahahh.. mama ngan papa
gelak gila2.. nak panjat pon pandai dah.. lekkk jer dia panjat..she can stand up on her
own now.. tp temengah2 gitu.. gi kat riba, pastu apa yg ada semua dia tarik, janji dia
leh stand up..


25 june - kasih can wave... sebut jer 'byeeeee' dia mesti bye... tp the way she 'bye bye' tu.. lain
mcm sikit.. mcm suruh org blah jerrr... 'blah blah blah'... kuakakakka..

26 june - kasih tak yak yak dari smlm.. dah 2 hari.. me dah risau.. bagi dia minum sunkist, pastu ptg sikit bagi gripe water..kul 8.30 mlm the whole family gi pizza ngan wan, atuk and
busu..pastu muka kasih merah.. pastu nangis sekuat ati,, dia meneran.. alaaa ciannya..
meleleh2 air mata dia.. me and wan bawak gi toilet tgk dah kua!!!! patut ler nangis..
mcm tu ghoper nyer..heheh...Alhamdulilah.. lega dah perot dia..

-pose2 sexy kasih-

TAGGED BY MOON

My Baby
same as ila and moon..i want him to take good care of my kasih.. kalo dah jodoh hubby ngan org lain wattodo.. redha jerlah..but I do believed kasih sayang mama baru nanti takkan sama..anak kita ngan anak dia.. uwaaa..siannyer anak kiter…same with moon, akan ku jadi PHSM… hehehe..hopefully radie’ll alwiz remind kasih how much I love her..

My Car
I’ll give my cute car to radie..(I know he’ll sell the car!!)..hahah..but it depends on him and I give him a power to do whatever he wants..

My House
Rumah he has to give it to our daughter kasih aleeya (if I only have one children lah) kalo ada anak ramai, hubby can sell the house and put the money in each of our children’s saving account… but he has to make sure the children use the money for good..
For the furniture hubby can take it as his asset.. hehhe lagipun mmg byk pakai duit hubby pon!!.. huahahah..

My Insurance / Saving
I don’t have insurance..kelakarnyerrr..but I’m thinking to get it.. my ASB account I’ll give it all to my children.. sorry pa….i don’t want u to use my money for your new wife and your children with her…cant even think bout that!!!.. and I want my children to use the money for their education.. (mcm byk jer?!..heheh)..

Jewellery
I don’t collect jewellerylah.. now I realised I don’t have much jewellery coz I don’t like wearing them.. I only wear my engagement ring, and a necklace given by hubby on our wedding day.. my jewellery should be kept till hubby feel I’ts the time to give my children.. if kasih is the only children I had, then give it to kasih..wear it or keep it as a rememberance…

Baju nikah/Rings
I don’t have any coz I rent them… only baju tunang…so tak yah ler simpan.. wat semak jerrrr…nak selit sikit nieee.. the platinum ring that I gave u on our wedding.. please wear it all the time.. leh ker?? Even if you remarry.. coz our rings are very special to me.. ada hubby’s name on my ring and ada my name on his ring.. Baju +etcbaju2 n all my stuff suka ati ler aper nak dibuat… kang buruk lak baju tu, so sedekah jerlah,, kalo kasih nak amik ler, kalo tak donate jer kat org2 susah..

Photo
To hubby, pls don’t place my photo in the store ok?!!!.. mana lah tau kot2 takut wife baru jealous… tu mmg nak kene lah tu... simpanlah elok2 utk kenang2an… and utk anak kita gak.. cewaaahhh.. dah pandai nak jiwang2 lak…huhuuu...

Im Tagging
Sheila, ayue, mama mia, saper2 lah.. org lain dah moon tag dulu dah!!!

will move to putrajaya July...

tak tau aper nak citer..tp nak citer psl nak pindah betul2 maybe july nie kot.. InsyaAllah kalo tak der apa2 masalah.. sbb dah booking nursery utk kasih.. huhuuu..cedihnyerrr... and one more thing, try to live with my own family...try to be more independant..try to decide on our own.. kasih plak tgh demam, selsema and batuk..sian dier..last nite she couldnt sleep..idung tesumbat kot.. nangis jer... what scared me is kasih will easily get nappy rash... :(... fungal kot?? she'll keep crying when i change her diapers.. sian nye.. merah menyala2.. kita yg org tua ni pon blh jerit kalo melecet kene air..inikan plak dia... i'm so worry to send her to the nursery..i dont think they'll change the diapers as regular as i do.. ramai tu anak2 org lain... adusssss.. fening lagi mama nieeee....
haaa.. time nk mkn ubat jer dia lariiii...hehee..cian kasih..

me attending a wedding in shah alam

buai..laju..laju...

so many things to share..what a buzy weekend we had... :)..or :( .. i dont know..hehe.. saturday we went to putrajaya from ampang.. borrowed stairs from my friend.. paid Wan, jeeja's hubby to do all the wiring which i've no idea how to do it.. plus my hubby is not in that line actually!! heheh.. change the fan already...hehe.. finally we made it.. but the ceiling fans are gifts from hubby's friend as 'upah' for finishing his '3D animation' works.. we dont like the design and the colour (oopss sorry.. dont read my blog pls!!)..hehe..neway.. tq.. org dah bagi, byk lak cekadak.. so citernyer gini... dah siap pasang2, tukar2 apa yg patut,... while jeeja's hubby hang the dining lamp..jeng..jeng..jeng.. tetiba the dining lamp jatuh n hancur berkecai... huhukk.. am so damn tegezuttt..but buat2 cool..tp we comfort him.. cian tgk muka dia yg pucat n bersalah tu.. i said it's not our rezeki .. nak wat camno.. but so sayanglahhh.. love that lamp very very very much!!!.. if we bought it at ikea, it would b no prob at all.. we can just find another one.. tp ini beli kat kedai lampu yg bodo2 jer.. takut that is d only stock yg depa ada.. tp kutabahkan hati,, yesterday, after work, ajak my mom and angkut kasih, gi ler kat shop tu.. what a surprise!!! yesss.. ada!!!.. aper lagi, trs ambik.. i asked that uncle to pack for me, yg display pon display lah.. coz last stock.. hehehe... nanti bebila leh pasang.. yahoooooo... to Wan, pls dont feel guilty coz it's really your fault!!!!! hahahaha..x delah..
ok..pastu sunday morning.. mandikan kasih.. susu,, tido... then siap2 to attend a wedding at shah alam.. didnt watch AF.. boring dah AF nie.. pastu lepak2 ptg gi visit monkeys at sec 9.. hehe.. bestnyer manja jer monkey nie.... hehehe.. at 7 pm went to papa's office to print the drawing.. dlm kete kasih pengsan!!!.. berdengkur gitu....

kasih main buai kat umah wan ampang..

yeayyyy goleo

my embammmm..

this is my kasih latest pic.. mcm dipam2 plak skrg nie... bukan senang nak dpt gambo yg nampak gigi dia 4 batang... so dgn bangganyer... mempersembahkan... kasih aleeya ngan 4 batang giginyerrr... hihikkk.. dah tak der bau baby dah.. dah masham dah budak ni...

alamak... kasih kene belit ker??? ada orang nak masuk minang ker??

dah 2 orang kata kasih handsome.. aper nie????!!! 'im a girl ok??!'

kasih in nursery..

uwaaa... this morning i sent kasih to the nursery near my office.. miss her miss her.. i dont know if they can take care of my kasih like i do.. kasih cing camne? kasih yak2 nanti dorang tukar diapers lambat ke cepat??kasih lapar? kasih nak susu? dorang tau ke bile nak bagi?? ..aiyooo!!! should i think this way or opposite?? alamak.. i cant do my work, just think of kasih, kasih n kasih..td kat nursery pon when i left her and shut the door, dia dah start crying...makkk.. rasa mcm nak nangis jugak.. yes i look strong but i'm not!!! rasa mcm nak amik dia balik.. nak amik cuti nak dok umah nak jaga kasih... but i've no choice.. kasih x leh tido kalo bising2.. tadi ada budak nangis2.. alaaaaa... cemana nie??? help me help mee....