feel like i wanna start updating my blog again..dah kelua labah2 dah blog nie!!.. x tau kenapa hari ni rasa mcm syahdu jer.. sbb cuaca kot?? sejuk jer?.. i was thinking about my life.. in d past n in d future.. what am i gonna be in 10 yrs time?.. is my hubby still with me? how many children do i have? will i gain more n more weight?? arghh..
i am so lucky to live in this world, to share my life with radie and my kasih.. aku bersyukur sgt.. i know i'm not that 'good' to actually have them in my life..
*we never declare our love*we're bestfriends*dont know wheter he loves me more or i love him more(????)*imagine, we forgot our last year wedding anniversary!! i dont know who must be blamed.. coz we both forgot!!!oohhh??!!*he's a bad listener!!*a bit rough..*fussy*simple*mulut laser(i'm d only one yg could listen to him, pompuan lain confirm x thn)*very outspoken*adventurous*creative*the way he thinks definetely different from others(huhu..monster aper??)*he never show his love but i know he do care bout me(ada ke org x sayang bini?)..hehe*he knows what he wants, what he's doing and he dont care what people say bout him*
*i'm confused..alwiz n alwiz..*radie is not my first love, but he's d one who understands me better than any other guys in this whole world*i dont like complicated situation...will alwiz make things simple n easy...dont like to think.. (i'm a lazy mama)...*get bored easily*adventurous*giler*gambler*slalu kene tekanan prasaan..heheh*alhamdulilah jarang sgt gaduh ngan radie.. but when we fight.. it'll take only 5 to 30 minutes(x betegur)!! not more than that..(filla ni baik tau.. x suker gaduh lamer2 buang karennnn..x kuasa nak pujuk n kene pujuk)untung awak pa... heheh*there are certain things happened in my life that i cannot forget..trying very hard to forget but i just cant..*stubborn giler2 nyer*