my hubby in HUKM

dont know what i feel right now.. a bit sad, bored, depressed, angry, worried... why my hubby?.. the doctor also dont know what is the reason, it just happened.. it's called 'spontanious pneumotorex'?? camtulah kot nama dia.. maybe radie is tall and skinny?? smoking?.. dont know..
last sunday i cooked tempura for him.. after that we went to klcc to meet k.tini n hubby.. in d car he said he felt a bit pain on his back.. i didnt bother, after we reached klcc, he walked so slow.. and he complained difficult to breath.. i started worried, at last we went home and drop by at d nearest clinic.. doc bagi oxygen.. tak kurang pon.. then asked my hubby to refer to the hospital if there's no improvement.
on monday morning, my hubby waked me up and asked me to send him to HUKM.. he couldnt stand anymore.. so i left my baby to my mom and sent my hubby.. wait for the x-ray result.. not long, the doc came to radie and explained to him.. his right lung become smaller (besar penumbuk jer), angin dah penuh, so what they can do is suck out angin tu so that the lung will expand as usual blk.. so they have to tebuk my hubby's chest!! ouchhh!!! whaeva... as long as he can get back his normal lung!! he has to be warded and they'll do it asap.. i was so exhausted, ran here and there, went to putrajaya to take the GL, went back to the hospital, went home and took his clothes, went back to the hospital.. aiyooo.. so tired!!.. finally dah buang that stupid angin.. but ada sikit lagi tinggal.. so the next day (tuesday) has to do it again.. uwaaa.. sian pa.... at night, in my room, when i look at kasih, i cant stand, feel like crying, but hold the tears.. i'm strong!!! miss u like crazy paaa.. uwa uwaaa...
today (wednesday) gtg to work.. i'll chao at 4.00 and go to hukm.. get well soon pa!!