omong kosong..

don't have anything to share... just nak omong2 kosong jer...
hahah.. aku x leh tahan ler tgk muker budak nie.. kelaka giler.. rasa nak marah ke nak gelak ker.. tu lah dia buah hati makk.. kenotian nyer tu..kadang buat tgn ni ringannnn jerk nak bantai.. kadang nak gelak gak.. mcm muker saper ah budak nie? kening x der plaks tu!! hahah.. hari tu tanyer dia... 'Kasih... kasih x der kening.. mama ada... naper kasih x der?'..pastu dia pon tgk cermin.. dia ckp.."kita adalah kening..nie!!!!.. ".... ohhh... kasih skrg kan... salu bahasakan diri dia tu 'kita'... so me pon kalo borak ngn dia..me always call her 'awak'..

lagi satu.. tak tau ler camana nak ajar dia... sbb kasih salu ckp 'smalam'.. sedangkan mende tu baru jer jadi tadi... she alwiz think yg 'semalam' tu means 'tadi'.. haiyaaaaa... dah ajar pon x jalan gak... tetap dia yg betul.... kadang aku tepikir gak.. biler org ckp anak tu lah madu dia lah jugak racun... ini anak kecik lagi.. cuba bygkan dia dah beso.. buat hal mcm2....confirm kita as a mom.. marah kan..tp mesti sayang gak... uishh.. sedalam tu aku nak memikir.. leteyyyyyy!!!... mebi sbb i'm not like others yg sifat keibuan tu lebih menyerlah..but still i'm a mother.. still we want the best for our beloved ones kan.. i dont know how to compliment her and i dont want to.. kat umah lain arr kan?? hahahha.. lubang idung dier pon aku puji...kakakkakahhh.. if that's the only way to make her listen to me.. harus arrr!! kalau dulu i dont know how to appreciate people around me.. sekarang pon sama gak!! hahah.. tp kalau pasal anak yes... before being a mother.. kalo keluar berita pasal org tu anak dia meninggal.. aku rasa kesian..tp biasa2 jer.. ada satu kes dulu.. banjir.. air masuk dlm kereta org nie.. lelaki ni kene pilih nak selamatkan wife or anak... pastu dia selamatkan anak dia dulu..then wife dia x sempat..wife dia meninggal.. masa ni aku rasa sepatutnyer husband dia slamatkan wife dia dulu!! sbb anak takper.. boleh buat lain... (betapa bodohnyer aku time nie).. now i realised.. if the situation really happen to me.. of course i will choose my daughter first..heheh.. (sowi para hubby).. every anak is different.. kalo lahir anak kedua pon.. takkan boleh me'replace' anak yg dah pergi.. i'm sure every mother in this world pon setuju.. bayangkan aku yg tak berapa nak 'keibuan' sgt ni pon leh feel mcm nie.. aper lagik ibu2 lain tuh... mmg betullah Allah tu jadikan setiap mak tu.. cemana pon mak tu.. tp prasaan syg kat anak tu..sama jer.. eh.. yg kes buang anak cemana????? itu nama nyer bodoh!! ada ker buang anak?? aku anak kucing pon aku syg nak buang.. dah buang nangis2 pegi carik balik... ini plak manusia??!! disebabkan aku ni jenis org yg kuat pikir mcm2.. sometimes aku tefikir gak.. i'm not a good mother to kasih.. i'm not a gud example for her.. mcm2 kesalahan, kesilapan aku..kadang bile fikir mcm tu.. aku takut gak.. will she respect me? tp apa pon..kalo dia dikurniakan otak utk berfikir..mesti dia syg aku gak kan?.. sbb aku penat ngandungkan dia yg beso gajah nie... sakit ok banakkan ko kasihhh..huhu.. the way i think is totally different from others.. tp aku harap sgt.. kasih will be proud to have such a not-so-good mom nie.... boley tak kadang aku fikir.. i'm not ready to get pregnant again just because i love kasih so much that nobody can replace her.. uishhh pemikiran tak sihat siotttttt aku nih!!!! tp byk lagi faktor lain sebenarnyer.. whatever it is.. just wait till i really2 ready... when? dont ask me coz i dont know the answer.. walaweeehhhh!

hehe..teringat smlm time aku nk pi main futsal..kol 8 mlm mcm tu..i asked her..

mama:kasih...boleh tak mama nak keluar sekejap?

kasih: mama nak pegi mana?

mama: mama ada work sikit...(ngn baju nk gi main bola)

kasih: dekat mana?

mama: kat office (hentam jeklah..hehe)

kasih: dengan aunty anny ke?

mama: a'ah (padahal anny xder!!!)..kejap je..kasih dok ngn papa..main kaler2 ok?nanti mama balik..

kasih:ok mama.. nanti mama balik umah kasih kat putrajaya yeh..

mama: iyoooo laaaaa...

pastu balik umah malam lepas futsal tu.. tgk kasih ngn papa tgh tido ngn lampu tebukak.. kasih dah kat lereng2 katil tu..fuihhh... sikit lagik nak jatuh katil..boley? tu konpem golek2 ngn papa dia..pastu dua2 tetido..tp aku rasalah kan..ni konpem radie yg 'gone' dulu niehhh.. heheheh.. kadang i feel a bit guilty gak aktif gi sukan..tp fikir balik.. alaaa lek arr.. aku dah make sure i cook before i go.. dah make sure kasih ok..dah mkn dah mandi.. gipon once a week.. ok ker? uwaaa aku ni bani2 takot gak.. tp bkn gi jalan2..aku gi sukan jer.. thank u for ur understanding!!

can somebody tell me.. tu kaki ker drumstick? kuakakka... fuhh mencabar siot..pagi2 kasih nak dokong.. sbb dia ngantuk.. x leh bangun.. rabak pinggang aku.. tp salu suh pak radie ler.. penat dow.. aku tatau entry kali ni pasal aper.. tp lebih pada omong2 kosong mengisi masa lapang... tataplah kaki acih nie dulu yerrrrr... babaiiiiiii...chao!!

take a break @ service centre..

- on the way to honda glenmarie..kasih ngn pose gedik dia-

last saturday me, acih and radie went to honda for car service appointment.. dah termiss byk minggu dah..heheh.. i love this service centre because thay have a small but comfortable playroom for kids.. so sambil lepak waiting for the car to be serviced lah laa lepak in this room with Acih... menan x byk ar.. tp ok lah... ada machine buat kopi tu.. so leh minum2..

kasih enjoying herself riding this green 'apa ntah?'... hehehe

jom minum dulu..letih dow...dlm 2 hours gak nunggu..(saper suh buat appointment at 10.00 am on saturday!! sendiri mau ingat ler!!)

now i realised that kasih is growing up faster than i can imagine.. big girl dah kan?.. pandai nak pakai panty... x suker diaper..(dia kata panas)..pandai make-up.. nak pakai skirt2 ala princess.. nak itu nak ini..aku yang peningggg!!! and yesterday she suddenly she said.. 'mama, ni kakak nie...(pointing at herself)..aik?.. tu bukan statement nak adik kan?.. heheh.. then i said.. 'oohh..kakak.. oklah kak kasih, jom tgk tv nak'.. kasih biasalah dgn muker bangga malu2 kucing sikit terus tgk tv...

kasih aleeya.. heeee geramnyer aku!!! kat nursery pon cikgu ckp kasih can talk fluently now.. tp she has one kind of pangai yg suker jer slow2..lagi org nak cpt lagi dia sajerrrrrr jer! huih..tu yg buat aku panas hati tu.. contoh mcm semalam back from nursery..kat umah.. 5.45 dah sampai..tp kul 6 baru dpt naik atas umah!! motiffff????!! kasih buat derk.. suh pakai selipar dia wat donno... suh jalan dia diri tegak.. (padahal aku x marah pon time nie?) tu nama dia sengaja kan?... aku mmg naik hangin.. tinggalkan dia nyangkung kat tepi lereng bukit tu.. leh tahan dia dok jer situ.. pastu dah lama sgt aku nmpk dia meninjau2 looking for me.. pastu aku terus gi kat dier.. dia kelam kabut nyangkung ala2 x der jenguk2 aku!! ceh!!!! what an auta acih??!!.. ini lah dia tabiat acih dari kecik till now.. aku lak jenis sumer mende nak cpt.. nak kejar masa.. biler dia buat lecey mcm tu...huihhhhhhh..rasa nak piat jer!!!

pandai posing dah dier... hehehe

hello?..saper tu?.. ni kasih nie...

happy mother's day!

Semoga sentiasa berpijak di bumi yg nyata..jgn sombong... that's my angel!!!!

Happy mother's day to all mommies out there! i didn't celebrate mother's day this year..hugs and kisses enough to show how much i love them! celebrate lambat sikit kot..(jgn majuk2 okeh).. hehehe.. kasih plak.. to me, everyday is mother's day.. yerlah kan.. anak is 24/7 with us.. i love u acih!!! u complete my life.. ur smile..ur laugh.. really make my day..

sepanjang me being a mother to Kasih Aleeya...she never make me in trouble.. she's a good girl.. cheeky.. tak lah lasak sangat.. tak reti punggah2 barang sangat..biasa2 jer.. cuma dia ada pe'el dia sendiri lah.. kasih is so manja.. suka pelok orang.. i think she's born to be seorang yg penyayang.. pengasih.. InsyaAllah.. tp jgn bagi dia start melalak.. suara dia besooo sgt.. dia x main ler stok nyaring2.. kuakakka.. dia tak noti stok panjat sana sini.. tunggang tebalik barang.. takkk... tapi kasih suker buat hal dia sampai aku naik hangin.. baru2 ni..aku bz kat dapur.. dia buka fridge.. (aku nampak) tapi buat bodow jerlah.. tau2 dia dah hilang.. sekali dia masuk dapur dia hulur kotak santan instant tu.. mulut dah meleleh2 santan.. dia kata sedaappp... boley?????pastu semalam aku masak.. dia leh amik kusi kecik tu panjat nak tgk... ok lah kan? tp biler dia tgk aku buh garam dia nak gak buat!! satu sudu penuh garam sikittt lagik nak masuk dlm kuali makkkk!! ya ampun.. nasib aku sempat.. pastu biasalah... nganga laaa dier.. uwaaaaaaaaaaa... hehe... Kasih sangat tak kisah orgnyer.. letak jer rumah mana2 yang dia kenal.. janji dia leh gi jalan2.. tinggalkan jer..huhuu.. ni part yg best!!! dia pon jenis mudah mesra.. tp dia ada malu2 kucing sikit.. lagi2 biler suh nyanyi..(tu mewarisi aku ler tu) pe'el kasih tu.. org2 yg close ngn dia jer tau..hahahahhah... (tp aku rasa byk pangai mcm aku ler... lagi dia sakit hati..lagi dia buat org merana sakit hati)...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

meh la datang area putrajaya... lembut to the max rumput nie.. mcm baring atas carpet!!

baby tua mama.. hehee

Mask...

huhu..guess what happen last nite? i was so damn lazy to cook..so we walked to the foodcourt nearby.. melantak...then dah burp.. we walked home..

pastu mcm biasa.. my job as bibik pon started... lipat kain.. berus suar nursery acih yg kaler putih tu..tp tiap kali balik from nursery nak cuci tgk kaler putih jadik hitam.. ya ampun!! letih arr..naper dorang leh choose white for daily uniform ah?.. buat ler suar kaler itam..senang keje aku sumbat dlm washing machine jek.. b4 cuci rendam dulu ngn clorox.. pastu buat kije lain.. pastu acik nak wee wee.. pas bawak dia gi toilet aku blah ler sambung wat keje lain.. pastu nak sambung gi berus suar dia.. tgk ada berus ngn suar tu atas lantai toilet.. ya ampun!!! acih yg berus suar dia..boley? kelam kelibut aku carik acih nak wash her hand.. konpem dia celop tgn kat clorox..hampeh tul...

pak radie lak.. sibuk belek kamera dia.. amik gambo pinggan mangkuk..sudu gerapu makk habis dia kuarkan!! x per.... janji ko kemas balik..sbb aku dah penat jadik bibik..heheh.. lubang idung aku x nak lak dia shoot? aku salu will make sure every single thing kat umah tu siap kemas baru aku gi bilik amik bantal bucuk aku bawak gi dpn terus baring...ya ampun best giler rasanyer..

heheh.. ni ler projek malam tadi... hari tu gi guardian bli ler cucumber ngn cherry mask.. Garnier eh garnier ker aper ah? ntah ler.. tp yg pasti bestnyer..sejuk..and very relaxing.. walopon acih cuba utk mengorek2 muker aku time nieh..

hahah.. naper buruk giler nie.. mcm siamang pon ader..kuakakkkaa... nasib ko ler labu..acih beria2 gelakkan muker aku.. ces!

i'm so stress that's why gatai2 nak lumur muker lah itu lah ini lah.. muker mak dah naik mcm2..jawat lah.. itu ini sumer ada!! huhhh..menciii... biler laa muker nak licin mcm montot baby?.. direction nyer suh pakai 3 minutes..tp aku sayang lak nak cuci..leh tak aku biar dlm 10-15 min?? kuakkakaka... so kengkawan.. aper lagi.. pegi ler guardian.. gi tgk mask ker.. aper2 yg leh tepek2 kat muker..leh relax mcm kat spa (padahal kat umah!!).. best tauuu..

it's all about me...

There are a lot of infos that i gained during the course in Langkawi..the first speaker is Dato' Dr. Fazilah..dia byk cerita pasal mengenal diri sendiri dan character org lain.. (hehe i love this topic).. coz i love to get to know people without they knowing it.. (u watchout haaa!!)

Ada satu session nie.. dia suh angkat tgn kiri tnjuk kat dier tapak tangan nie.. there are about 70 participants.. nak tau kita keras hati or lembut hati... yang kelakar nyer.. as he reached my place..he stop.. and he looked at me.. "nama dah sama..-fadilla-, tp fadilla u ni terlalu keras hati..terlalu sangat!!"... gulp.. aku sengih jek.. mcm kerang busuk pon ader..heheh.. nak tau mcmana nak tgk??? jom kita share info nie..

yer adik2.... nie ler tapak tgn ku yg comel and suker melempang..kuakakkaka... Actually saja nak tnjuk contoh... cuba tgk jari telunjuk ngn jari manis tu... kalau jari telunjuk tu panjang dari jari manis.. maksudnyer.. org tu keras hati... tgk ler plak jari telunjuk mak tu panjang giler dari jari manis...huahhahaha... yer arrr..pastu aku carik ler org yg mcm aku.. x der... aku punyer paling panjang... huhuhuuu..mcm tu lah sebaliknyer kalo manis tu panjang giler dari jari telunjuk..tu maknanyer dia mmg jenis lembuttttt sgt...

pastu Dr. tgk handwriting aku plak..(agaknyer dia bekenan nak kaji aku) sbb kene tang aku jerk..panjang jer bebel dier..dia kata tulisan aku ok.. tp tegak.. dia suh condong ke kanan sikit.. sbb tegak tu nampak aku keras! pastu tgk lak birthday aku.. November... heheh.. for your guys info... utk bulan ganjil bulan 5,9 and 11 nie perwatakan dia - keras hati.. huhuuu..laki aku bulan 9... keras gak! tp balik from course terus carik tapak tangan dia.. nasib dia ok..sama jer panjang jari dia tu.. ok ler kan?.. bagi org yg birthdate dia dari 18hb - 23hb... org2 ni jenis 'dua alam'..bukan cik pon ok!! hahha.. tp pendirian tak tetap.. mudah berubah2..unpredictable.. gitew lah... nak citer lebih..takut salah plak kang...

Pastu aku anak kedua dari 3 beradik... and rupa iras ayah... Dr. kata aku anak bapak!! haha..mcm magik siot dia tu..sumer pasal aku yg dia ckp sumer betul.. aku mcm nak tegamam jer.. nak kata dia main hentam..takkan sumer nyer betul.. dia kata 'awak ni bapak sayang lebih dari yg lain'..(ker aku terprasan bapak aku sayang aku lebih nie?)..hehe.. dengan mak selalu ler ada perselisihan..hehehehe... pastu dia kata aku independent sbb anak no.2 salunyer gitew.. pastu dia kata lagi dalam 3 org adik bradik..aku bijak sikit...kuakakakakkaka (jgn kata aku prasan)... tp aku jek yg further studies..walopon diploma jek.. bijak bab2 lain mmg aku ngaku..kuakakkaka..bijak menular..bijak menipu..bijak auta.. mende2 mcm tu aku pakar!! dan mcm2 tok nenek lagik ler dia describe aku nie...

Aku suker pada mende2 yg buat aku baca again and again...contoh ayat atas nie.. aku x suker kalo org cuba nak betulkan aku.. aku kan ego menggelabah!! heheh.. sbb aku sendiri akan betulkan diri aku biler aku realised yg apa aku buat tu salah.. aku boleh dibetulkan oleh org2 tertentu yg tau mcmana nak handle aku.. waaaa...giler mcm bagus!.. alamakkk tetiba rasa nak gi toilet... mintak maap bagi laluan.........nanti sambung lagik kat story lain..baiii..

Only Two Of Us...

When kasih is not around..then this is the only time i dont have to think about diapers..about milk..about her stroller... and i think this is the perfect time for me to have enough rest....huhu..but being a mother, i feel a bit weird not doing anything.. the fact is...i miss my kasih aleeya...uwaaaaaaaaaa... Labour day lepak umah... fetch acih at her nenek's house shah alam mlm tu..coz the next day (labour day) wan ampang will take her to PD with the rest of the family.. except me and radie.. radie x dpat cuti.. nak wat camno.. so while kasih suker ria kat PD..mama and papa really use the time to lepaks2 just the two of us... memula pegi Alamanda.. jalan2 tgk Sushi King dah bukak..yeayyyyy!! lepak ler makan2...

ni aper tah nama dier... "udon..bla bla.." x sedap ok!! haha.. sumer aku nak try..heheh

california temaki ker nama mende ni? luper plak..tp sedapppp..

udon tu liat..tecekik nak telan!

banyak gak ktorang melantak sushi..heheh..last sebelom balik amik yg smoked salmon..nak muntah ok...tp lekkk kaber muker...kuakakkakaka...

Ok pastu terus balik umah..lepak2 lagi...sambil bekemas umah...dah kemas2 ckp ler kat radie..nak dinner mana lak? hahah..ingat nak tgk wayang.. tp biasalah ktorang ni x suker beratur panjang2..baru tgk org beratur aku dah x leh control sabar...hahah.. pastu ajak radie gi VS kat Taipan.. huhu..kasih tak der..ktorang melantak jer kat luar..hahah..

mine... rib eye steak ker aper tah nama..

radie's... black pepper steak
me waiting..

hehe.. dpt gift from VS "IM OFF TODAY".. yup!!

Cheer-Up Acih!!!

suddenly fillanie mood x baper baik nk citer yang indah2 jer..heheh.. ni nak citer bab serious plak.. bukan aper..kadang2 kita ni telepas pandang gak benda2 yg kecik2 ni....benda yg kecik tu contohnyer hati dan prasaan anak kita yang umo baru 2thn setengah!!! hahahah..suspen jek bunyiknyer..hihihi...

peristiwa ni berlaku masa we went to genting past few weeks.. 'peristiwa' gitew!! haha.. mmg Acih really enjoy lah masa kat genting tu.. mak ngn bapak dia lagiklah enjoy..hehhe.. dah suka2 kat outdoor park tu..kami masuk ke indoor park plak.. fyi, Acih still free lagi..sbb dia kemetot..kira lepas lah line ketinggian yg masuk kene bayar tu.. lega makk.. then sambung citer balik... kat indoor park tu punyalah teruja Acih tgk byk giler menan2 horse lah car lah... so memula tu naiklah horse pusing2 tu.. (selingan jap)..ni bukan point citer nie..tp takper.. citer jer dulu..pastu masa naik horse tu..dukung lah acih..dia pon dok kat horse tu.. aku pon lek jer cari horse yg kosong sebelah acih..aku panjat gi duduk ala2 comel sebelah kasih..siap buat 'peace sign' kat pak radie suh amik gambo..sekali tetiba dorang stop kan menatang horse tu.. aku pelik arr..rupanya mak budak x leh naik horse tu yer...harap maklum!! kuakakkak..tebal tak muker aku? leh tahan arrr.. kuakakak..bodoh tul..buat ler muker x mengerti terus turun.. diri sebelah acih...hahahhah..mak maluuuuuuuuu...

(tgh menten...malu giler dow!)

Pastu nak naik car yg comel2 giler nie.. Acih pon lari2 lah excited nak naik car nie.. sbb masa kat kaunter ticket tu dia kat walaupon acih x der tiket..tp dia leh masuk allpark.. so oklah.. pastu masa Acih ngn friends nak naik.. org tu ckp ngn aku.. "cik, dia ni x leh masuk sbb dia tak der gelang tu"..aku pon ckp lah.."tp kat kaunter tiket kata boleh masuk allpark eventhough dia takder gelang..sbb dia still free lagi..x payah bayar!"..pastu org tu ngn muker blagak/letih.. ckp lagi.. "tak boleh..bukan sumer ride dlm indoorpark ni leh masuk..ada yg free ada yg u've to buy ticket"..Acih diri jer tegak..kawan2 dia sumer dah masuk dlm car.. pastu aku sound lah pak radie.. "pa, awak gi beli ticket utk naik car nie" ... so radie pon pegilah beli..8 hengget utk tu jer..x perlah tukan.. pastu dah beli..ok dia kasi lah masuk..tp aku x leh masuk kawasan pagar tu.. dia yg bawak acih masuk dlm car tu.. Acih senyap jer.. pastu org tu nak dukung dia lembik2 badan tak nak org tu dukung.. aku bajet Acih takut nie... lepas org tu dukung acih duduk sebelah Ieky..menatang tu pon jalan ler..comel sgt car tu.. tp Acih yg tak comel time nie! aku puaslah suruh dia buat peace..aku gelak2 kat luar tu..Acih diam jer.. car tu comel..laju plak tu..siap ada track mcm daki bukit tu..aku seram jek..buatnyer acih jatuh!..aku bajet mmg Acih takot ler..sbb tu dia senyap...

(nampak tak Acih was so sad time nie? tunduk jer..tgn pon letak kat mulut..huhu sedih aku!)

Dah habis naik tu..turun... aku pon tanyelah "best tak acih?" ... acih cakap 'tak best'.. pastu dia diam jer..moncong... alahai..sedihnyer aku time nie.. baru aku realised.. naper dia x enjoy.. mesti Acih malu... kawan2 dia happy2 jer naik car..dia mesti rasa tersisih..mesti dia fikir dlm ati..nape dia sorang jer x leh naik..pastu org tu argue lak ngn aku... merajuk ler Acih... padahal orang bukan marah dia... mesti dia maluuuu... lain lah mcm aku..kene halau turun dari kuda pon leh buat muker sadin..huahhahah..

(Acih diam jer.. x senyum langsung... dia pandang jer..pastu dia tak nak org yg jaga car ni dukung dia nak turun dari car tu)

so pengajaran dari citer nie... budak kecik lagi mudah tersentuh..they really have feelings..bukan kita jer orang tua yg leh terasa.. budak lagi faham.. jadi be careful when u're dealing with kids.. make sure jangan sampai anak kita malu depan org ramai.. tp that doesn't mean kita kene bagi muker sampai dia naik lemak!..

karaoke session..

i know it's not right to take EL just because u wanna have some fun with ur friends..*gulp*.. and sending your child at the nursery..pretending that 'mama has to go to work lah sayang'.. ya ampun!!! u dont know what i feel inside.. guilty ok!!.. but helllooo?! what's wrong with that.. gimme a break..i really need a break... plus i got greenlight from radie..so i did nothing wrong kan... ni sumer pasal budak 2 ekor ni lah!! the nite before, we went for futsal..pastu time lepak minum tu.. ada ler sekor yg tetiba bagi idea 'jom karaoke sok'.. 'fadilla, ko amik EL'.. ewahhhh... aku terus jer jawab...'eishhhhh..ko jangannnnn... ko jangannnnn'... last2.. 'ok aku set jer'...kuakakka..kalo tanduk waa sudah kua..abis arrr!!

tp it was fun.. well..as all of u know.. i'm so so so bad in singing kan?..hahah.. but.. hey.. this is not a competition.. i just wanna have fun with my friends.. hahaha.. best giler... anny nyanyi melekat2 kat dinding.. pastu they called me 'gangster cina'.. sbb nyanyi kaki naik atas..huahhaha.. aku malu sebenarnya!! hak tuiiii..pastu biler dah tak malu siap bangun nyanyi..mampus arr sedap ke tak ker... nyanyi lagu Ungu... walaweiiiii hantam sajerk... heheh..

aper nie wei? nyanyi ker bagi speech?

natra.... yo yo aahh jer ko yer..

me with natrame with anny..

atta pilih lagu.. tekan kuat sikit..kalo x leh ko baling jek remote tu kat dinding

pas dah abis time... lepak lak kat starbucks the curve..borak2 b4 baliks.. me came with atta.. and anny dok 'menipu para client'.. kunun2 ko ada kat maner? kepong? sentul?..hahah.. pastu ujan lak..kelam kelibut balik amik Acih..heheh.. sowi acih..i was late.. tinggal acih sowang kat nursery..pastu lek jerk dia tanyer aku.. 'mama pegi mana?'..(dia tgk mama pakai baju biasa)..hehe.. mama??? mama ada work sikit tadi..sowiii..huhu!!!!..

The lecturer that i hate!!!

jahat jer statement aku this time.. suddenly tingat kat my lecturer masa i was studying kat uitm shah alam dulu... the whole faculty of science secretaryship kenal saper dia..hahah... saper lagi kalo bukan Pn. Norma.. ya ampun..kalo ler dia terview my blog..boleh mati aku!!

she is the lecturer of economics subject.. and we have to take this subject in semester 4 (if i m not mistaken).. dgn rambut dia yg ala2 kembang mengerbang..fuh saper tak gerun? U tell me!.. i dont know why she really hate me..usually she will combind 2 classes so it will be about 60 students every lecture.. and everyone in the class knows that she doesnt like me.. i dont give a damn! Dah ko x suker aku nak wat camno? Aku plak bukan reti nak amik2 hati..

still remember one day, we have class at 11.00 till 12.00..it's a one hour class.. being me..i'm so lazy to attend the class..but if it's Pn. Norma's class..no excuses ok!.. so this one day.. aku semangat sgt nak attend her class.. me and my friend Che Are.. siap2 ler nak gi class.. (i never had a correct time-table fyi)..hehe.. just ask and follow my friends.. ok lah kan? So, i reached there 5 minutes before 11.00..(good student huh?).. heheh.. dgn slamber badak aku pon knocked the door.. and entered the class..but what surprised me.. Pn. Norma was already there.. and all the students pon ada.. dlm hati tu pelik gak? Eh? Budak2 ni lagi awal dari aku?.. bagi salam terus slamber duduk.. sumer diam.. tp aku pelik naper white board tu dah penuh ngn tulisan dia nieh?.. diam jerklah.. sekalinyer.. Pn. Norma yg terkenal ngn muker sinis nie.. terus ckp.. “u both see me after this..in my room!”.. aku dah tesenyap.. sekali tu baru aku tau..rupanyer kelas tu nak abis lagik 5minit..hahahha..pandai kan aku?

Pastu gi ler bilik pompuan hangin nie.. dia pon tanyer.. “tell me what's wrong with you” aku telan liur jer..hehhe..what she expected me to say? Aku pon jawabler tekemut2 tu..i'm sorry puan..i tot the class starts at 11.00.. pompuan hangin ni gelak sinisssss sungguh ok.. kecut2 prot aku ngadap pompuan nie...pastu dia tanyer lagi “what do you get in spm”..aku pon jawab ngn merendah dirinyer..'pangkat 1 puan...'.. dia cebik jer..(kuang hajaq nyer pompuan).. pastu dia tanyer “agregade?”.. aku pon ckp ler 'ngam2 jer 24'.. lagik ler dia cebik.. (cinabeng!).. pastu habis dia korek tanyer subject2 aku dpt aper.. aku pon ckp ler 'i'm very bad in reading subject and culcalation..that's why i'm not so good in economics'.. pastu dia tanyer lagik... 'do you have any discipline case in school?'.. aku geram arr!! aku jawab 'no!!.. i was a prefect in school and one of the AJK's!'...dia kenakan aku lagik.. 'i dont think so.. u create so many problems here..i think u have attitude problem'.. haaaa yg ni aku dah tak jawab.. aku diam jer.. ikut ati nk jer aku penampo pompuan nie..suker ati jer kan? Dahhhh habis satu kes...

second case
masa nie weekend ktorang ada ko-kurikulum mengemas kelas... so aku pon datang... ngn kobar2 nak membersih kelas nieh!.. pas mengemas mengemop bagai..aku pon keluar ler ngn mop nak simpan balik dlm dewan kuliah kat tingkat bawah.. mop tu basah.. so aku drag jerlah mop tu sepanjang jalan.. sekali pompuan meroyan nie nampak.. biar lah kan..aku bukan buat salah... sekali dia panggil aku lagik!..'fadilla, u come to my room after this'.. boley??????????.. aper lagik?.. aku angguk jer.. cinabeng tul..ada lagik nak carik pasal.. then aku pon gi lah.. ngn sopan tunduk jer..'yes puan?'.. dia jawab..'ok seat down'..aku pon dok.. dia tanyer 'u tell me.. what did u do just now?' aku jawab.. i clean the class-room.. dia tanyer “then why did u drag the wet mop”... aku mcm 'hahhh?'.. tekedu siott.. “the mop is wet, can't u just carry the mop? Why u drag it?”.. bodoh kan pompuan ni? Bukan nyer basah sampai leh banjir jalan tu..kang kene panas kering ler dol!! bukannyer cat..air jer...ya ampun!!.. nampak sangat dia tak suker aku kan? And i end up failed her subject.. me ok!! the only one!!! dalam 60 org tu aku sorang jer yg failed?..syabas mera beteh tul.. malu dow!! dah ler aku mmg bengap subject tu..tambah plak dia tak suker aku...

Sambung citer.. the next semester i pray to Allah..jangan ler dia lagik lecturer utk subject yg aku kene repeat tu.. sekali tgk..yerrrrrrrrr si pompuan meroyan ni lagik!! first day aku masuk class ni as repeater dia dah sengih sinis tu.. dia pon ckp “u, stand up and introduce yourself to the class..dont forget to tell them why u failed my subject”.. cilakak tak? Dah ler sumer tu junior jer.. malu makkk.. pastu aku pon bangun “i'm fadilla, the only repeater in this class.. i failed this subject because i didnt pay much attention when pn. Norma is teaching, and i really hope this semester i will pass this subject, tq”.. wahhhh..pompuan singa ni tepok tangan ok!! nak jer aku ckp i failed because u dont like me!!dalam ati aku menyumpah bekoyan2.. dia nyer benci kat aku nie.. sampai biler dia nak edar kertas ker aper ker..biler dia sampai kat meja aku..dia akan skip..boley? Dia tak bagi aku paper tu..sampai ler aku sendiri yg kene gi ngadap dia..mintak sendiri.. dia sakit jiwa lah aku rasa!..

sib baik 2nd time aku amik aku pass.. aku dah ampunkan dah pon pompuan nie..hahahhaha... kalo ler dia tebaca blog nie..awal2 aku mintak maap..tp aku mmg tak suker koooooo pompuan!!! huhuuuuu..sekian dulu...

what is my kasih's latest achievement?

very good...mcm ni lah anak mama!!!buat lagi yer..aku swing gak kang!!

hohoooo... best kan?.. i'm so proud of u lah acih... so creative lah u... i like... i'm speechless lepas Acih buat nice drawing kat cermin kete tu.. i was talking on the phone time tu.. letak jer phone tgk aiyoh?!!!! nganga jeklah mulut aku.. Acih dok smile2.. ya ampun!!!! aper aku nak jawab kat pak radie nieh?... siap pakai crayon okeh?..sib baik boleh hilang sental ngn kain buh air sabun..tu pon pak radie bebel..kata mama acih ni x alert lah..cuai ler.. bla bla bla.....(aku gak yg kene!! cesss!!)

this is the smileeee...(after what she did!!!!!!) well.. what can i say?

digital camera...

Akhirnyer ada pon rezeki sikit nak pakai digital camera... dulu tu mama punyer so dah return balik kat dia.. pastu tak best! hahah jahat tak? sejak dah pakai dslr nie... leceh sikit..sbb berat and beso nak usung sana sini..so rasa2 mcm sgtlah penting ada digital camera yg comel mcm nie..so biler nak gi course or nak gi jalan2 sajer2 jer..x perlu lah nak usung nikon tu.. heheheh.. gipon mebi nak gi course 27hb nie.. pakcik radie ni x kasi bwk nikon tu..(aku pon x hingin nak angkut beso gedabaks tu)..

i love it so much... thank you pa sbb belikan camera nie..huhu..ingatkan nak share.. tp member mcm murah hati jek..aku diam jeklah..huhu... so lepas nie..x der lah gaduh2 aku suh dia angkut nikon tu..heheh..(kalau tak kene betekak dulu ok).. skrang ni lantaklah..dia tak moh bawak sudah...aku dah ada yg comel nie... disamping kelebihan camera nie.. dia anti shaking.. pastu ada lebih kurang 1 hour video utk record.. hehe... sonoknyer...

so fillanie dah boleh tido lena tanpa mengganggu pak radie lagik....hahahha

When Best Buddies Meet-up....

28 Mac 2008

Hehehhe..really looking forward to hang-out like this... i miss my old days with my great buddies.. Natra and Anny!!! i used to know Natra (middle) when i was in form 2.. lama dah..15years back... we were in same class untill form 3 if im not mistaken.. pastu naik form 4 we were seperated.. she took accountancy kot? me amik sastera.. tp still together..sbb we went for the same tuition class outside..hehe.. (tp melencong jek mkn cendol kat mamak!!)..

hehe..love this shot too.. walopon Natra ni blur..but sometimes dia 'geliga'..haha.. i know u well lah!huhu..
Yeah i admit that after i get married..we've no more time to hang around like we always do.. and now with Acih around..it's getting harder right? but no big deal..we still find time to meet up..and my Acih is so sporting kan? she knows auntie Anny coz auntie Anny bought her M&M's dulu..sampai muntah anak aku mkn coklat ok!! hahah... but i dont know why Acih is so sombong kat Natra..jarang jumpa mebi?.. hehhe..
the two of these monsters are still single..but Anny is no longer available..hahahha!!! Anny is a friend of mine yg rajin main futsal ngn fillanie..eventhough she only turns up 15 minutes before the game ends.. yerlah...owang bz ler katakan..huhuuu...

tgk muker monster sekor tu.. dia ingat dia cun ar buat mcm tu?.. tp ok ler..cun lagik.. apa lagi..carik lah boipren cpt.. This is Anny..i first met her at StarHill..She's a friend of Natra..Natra introduced me to Anny.. that time Anny was wearing shorts with scars kat betis..panjang giler..sbb jatuh motor ngn Natra..so x leh pakai jeans!! heheh... That was 11years back.. heheh... i still remember..


That's the story of us...it's great to have both of you in my life.. sbb everytime i need them..they'll alwiz there for me... thanks monsters!!!

what we had for dinner?

cendawan goreng tepung

1 packet of mushroom

1 egg (dipukul)

garam sikit jer

tepung ayam goreng adabi

(celup mushroom kat telur pastu golek2 kat tepung tu..and goreng sampai garing)

broccoli + fishball + carrot soup***Acih's choice...

(tumis bwng merah+putih..masukkan suku kiub ikan bilis...pastu buh air..dah mendidih..masukkan carrot..dah empuk....masukler segala2 sayur lain tu)

fried prawn
(gaul ngn garam + kunyit... goreng ngn minyak byk sikit**ni kalo tak reti leh ler pegi bunuh diri yer?)

these are the food that i cooked last nite for our simple dinner...tp kurengg sikit..sbb no sambal..huhu i cannot live without sambal.. (hahah..kuat pedas ok)..tp nak buat mcmana.. i've to consider tekak laki and tekak anak jugak..heheh..but this is my first time buat cendawan tu... nasib baik jadi..and the taste is ok..not bad... (sedap gak!!) hahah..malu nak puji diri sendiri..tp taste like chicken!! kalo rajin..leh ler bubuh aper2 lagi..herbs ker.. baru lagik sedap kot? tp mak malas..tak kosa..nak tgk citer Bella lagik!!..hahahah...

i love cooking.. tp ikut mood jugak.. kalo rajin..mmg rajin sgt..tp kalo malas..mintak ampun yer... jalan kaki gi food court lagik senang..hahahah.. lagi satu..kalo bulan puasa..huhuuuu..this is the time that i'll be 24hours in the kitchen..preparing as much lauk as i can... (yerlah..lapar kan? haruslah nak mencekik memacam!!)dari tengahari dah plan nak masak apa..hahaha... ok arr..penat membebel mcm mak nenek kat sini..blah....