I believed that everything in life is fated.. maybe I’m fated to be like what I be right now.. but no regret at all.. love is universal.. everybody describes it in their own words.. and I really know what love is.. love doesn’t mean that u have to be together.. u know u love somebody when u cannot hate him eventhough he hurts u. u’ll try your very best to hate.. but still u love. The more u hate the more u love.. and at the end of the day u’ll get bored and u’ll get tired. U’ll know that u’re just lying to yourself.. pretending that u didn’t love.. the truth is u cannot even help yourself to forget every single thing about him.10 years? 20 years? That is just a number.. the memories remain the same. Love.. is when u get hurt u still pray the best for him. And to see him happy will cheer you up.. he doesn’t have to know that u’re happy for him..just keep it in your heart.. sometimes u’ll feel like an idiot. But go to hell with it.. who cares anyway? Is love important? Nope..not really..u can still live without love right? It’s responsibility that counts.. it’s a bonus to live with love.. but if u’re fated to live without love..just carry on..
I know what is love.. love is when everybody around u said that u’re stupid and blind.. and u keep smiling.. telling them back that u agreed with them..u agreed when people said that u’re stupid..but nothing much u can do.. just ignore..hehe.. love is like..whenever you listen to a song..will try to relate it with u.. u and him.. it doesn’t matter if the song didn’t match..huhuu.. when u love somebody so deeply.. u’ll pay 100% attention to what he’s doing.. so that u will not miss anything.. the way he walks..the way he talks.. the way he eat..the way he cough.. the way he touch .. the way he kiss.. yes everything. And when u really love somebody.. whatever happen to him you can still accept him.. with no legs maybe? U still want him? With no hands maybe..still u want? Of course.. u’re not in love with their legs and hands right?
I’ve found so many kind of loves.. that makes me understand what is true love.. it’s so sweet to think of..and at the same time can make u suffer.. sometimes it's scary when u get up from sleep u’ll forget everything…that is what I think of love.. and my true love now is only one..Kasih Aleeya..she is everything that I have..she is my love..my true love….
*HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!*
Filla, this entry is so touching...i can feel you...yes, love is universal. It doesn't meant you have to live with your true love...the way you perceive love is outstanding...don't care what people say, so pure & noble, we can't change our feeling.
ReplyDeleteFrm my humble point of view, as long as the person is loyal to you, love you endlessly, have respect and commitment in the relationship, it's enough. Like you say, we can live without love, however love can be developed, you may think you don't love him but it may be 'love'. A different kind of love.
Yes, our child is our true love, our flesh and blood that can't be taken away until death took us part.
i love you, my friend.
pergh! *tergamam aku jap*
ReplyDeletecam tak cayer je filla yg tulis entry ni... aku siap check link balik btol ke ni blog ko... hahaha...
dasat entry ni poms... dasat! begitu dalam maksud yg tersirat di sebalik 'cinta' yg tersurat... kalau aku baca ikut hati, aku tafsirkan dgn definasi yg berbeza... tak tahu la kalau itu yg ko maksudkan tp itu sumer entirely up to one to understand la kan... tp kalau aku baca ikut 'kewarasan' dah jadik lain plak... watever it is, the main point is very straight-forward.
to love is to suffer... to avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.
i hope u're getting this down.
i love u too, my fren! *hugs*
eh bila aku baca balik kan filla, aku pon fonkius... hehehe...
ReplyDeleteanyway, to me;
love isn't how u forget, but how u forgive...
not how u listen, but how u understand...
not how u see, but how u feel...
not how u let go, but how u hold on!
(there, kan senang sket nak faham! huhuhu...)
when it comes to frens, i'm hepi i spotted u! *hugs*
filla: touching giler ok.. aku siap terleleh air mata...
ReplyDeletefrom what I know.. I found my true love, my partner, my companionship... and he gave me the love of my life..Alya... without him.. I'll never gonna be blessed with the little princess...
and yes.. to love is to hurt... so true kan??